༻gemma༺{matching pfp with em and corttt} ఌ· ° . > Status Update

ima list a few bro

@tassy feel free 🤞 I’m gonna do some too

“they say every life precious but nobody cares about mine”
“home alone, trying not to eat”
“I try to be tough, but I wanna scream how could anybody do the things you did so easily?”
“anxiety drives me insane, my newest addiction is pain”
“please understand that I’m trying my hardest, my heads a mess but I’m trying regardless”
“don’t tell my mom I’m falling apart”
“if he’s a serial killer what’s the worst thing that could happen to a girl who’s alr hurt?” 🖤🖤

“And I hate that I still care”
“I still wish for you at 11:11”
“Turns up the music so thoughts don’t intrude”
“How I’m overthinking everything I never said”
“Oh what a curse it is to be a lover girl”

I have so many more but those are some lol 😭

"All she cares about is money and the city where she's from." 🤙🏻

Stop tassy the last one 😭

"better live your life we're running out of time." & "I went out searching for an angel and you came to me my darling."

@gems it’s true thoo. urs are peakkk

"Cause I've been running out of breath
Doing the same things again
Round 'n round in circles
Struggling internal
'Cause I've been running out of breath
Doing the same things again
With you my life is better
My first love forever"

UGHHH MY HEART

"I've never known someone like you, tangled and love stuck by you from the glue."

Mimi wth I love that 😭 (ykwim)

Thx tassyyyyy

i think ik what u mean

@gemma wait I'm mimi ??

@maryam no lol I was talking to Amie ur mar 🙂‍↕️🤞

@gemma you people have way too many nicknames for me I'm so confused on what Im called now.

there's a mar, a mimi, a maryoom, mars bar, dj mars, marsarita 😭 dont blame me for being confused

I have too many 😭

" each time I step outside it's social suicide"
" I try every lipstick in every shade"

@mar sorryyyy 😭 I call mars mars bar but idk abt the others 😭 im not blaming u lol idk how the avas don’t get co fused

Confused**

STOP FR THERES SO MANY AVAS

@gemma the AVAS DONT GET ME STARTED ON THEM IDK WHO'S WHO 😭

one day an Ava pops up on my feed and I don't have her friended and im like wait I have an Ava friended so I click on the profile and she isn't my friend and I scroll down a bit and I find another Ava and I have her friended and they all have similar profiles and similar pfps and u can't really tell 😭

@gems but the thing is there are multiple avas and only one maryam 🥲 everyone apperantly wants to have a special nickname for me so that's why I get so confused 😭

I look at the bios 🙂‍↕️

@gemmma the damn bios are the same 😭

“I know I’m strong, cause I’ve been weak. Was at war with myself, won the battle, and I found peace.”—Dare You To Doubt Me by The Script

And, of course, literally every single word from Fight Song by Rachel Platten.

There’s a lot more songs too, but these are the only ones I feel like sharing

“i can see the end in the beginning of everything” - janie by ethel cain

ugh i love that lyric sm

"so you tie up your hair and you smile like it's no big deal."
"I want a better body. I want better skin. I wanna be perfect like all your other friends."
"if I fail, I'll fall apart."
"cause I feel like I'm the worst, so I always act like I'm the best."
"if I get more pretty do you think he'll like me?"

not lyrics, but pretty much the whole song of fat funny friend

"Summer child, you don't have to act like all you feel is mild. You don't really love the sun, it drives you wild, you're lying summer childddd" (Summer Child, Conan Gray)

"Later we barely got along
This teenage boy and he
Most of the fights it seems
Were over different dreams
We each held for me" (That's my job, Conway Twitty)

"It's all washin' over me, I'm angry again
The things that I lost here, the people I knew
They got me surrounded for a mile or two
The car's in reverse, I'm grippin' the wheel
I'm back between villages and everything's still" (The View Between Villages, Noah Kahan)

there are so manyyy lmao I’ll think of some in a bit

OH and "Just because you're better than me
Doesn't mean I'm lazy
Just because you're going forwards
Doesn't mean I'm going backwards" (To Have and to Have Not, Lars Fredrickson and the Bastards)

"if pretty isn't pretty enough, what do you do?"

Pierce Samuel ✞︎ (My Girlfriend's Ver.) wrote: ""Summer child, you don't have to act like all you feel is mild. You don't really love the sun, it drives you wild, you're lying summer childddd" (Summer Child, Conan Gray)

"Later we barely got alo..."

i love noah kahannnnn and omg that song? amazing.

Ava ୨ৎ wrote: "there are so manyyy lmao I’ll think of some in a bit"

kkkkkk

Pierce Samuel ✞︎ (My Girlfriend's Ver.) wrote: "OH and "Just because you're better than me
Doesn't mean I'm lazy
Just because you're going forwards
Doesn't mean I'm going backwards" (To Have and to Have Not, Lars Fredrickson and the Bastards)"

ooooo thats a good oneeee

Cortlan!! matching w gems and emmy wrote: ""if pretty isn't pretty enough, what do you do?""

idk 😔

real girl real

It's hard to put it into words
How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did to deserve this
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget, I can't forgive you
'Cause now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me

family line by conan gray

Taylor swift:
“Got so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere, fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here, pouring out my heart to a stranger”

“I hate my reflection, for years and years”

“I’ve never been a natural all I do is try, try, try”

“I had a feeling so peculiar that this pain will be for evermore”

“I hosted parties and starved my body like I’d be saved by a perfect kiss, the jokes weren’t funny”

“I feel like my castle is crumbling down and I watch all my bridges burn to the ground”

“I hate it here so I will go to secret gardens in my mind”

“Please, I’ve been in my knees, change the prophecy don’t want money just someone who wants my company”

Gracie Abrams:

“All of me a wound to close, but I leave the whole thing open, I just wanted you to know I was never good at coping”

“Most of the game is unfamiliar, most of the girls are getting thinner”

“How I’m overthinking everything I never said”

“But you’re doing alright and you don’t even notice, how it’s all cause of you that my standards are broken”

“I should hate you, I feel stupid”

“Now I only let me down when there’s no one else around, I I’ve been thinking way too loud I wish that I could block me out”

“Now I’ll be cool, I’m so cool for the hell of it, you promised me this was real but it wasn’t, fool, I’m a fool if the shoe fits”

“Too soon to tell you I love you”

Conan gray:

“But even though youre killing me, I need you like the air I breathe”

“I was a kid but I wasn’t clueless, someone who loved you wouldn’t do this”

“I’m so good at telling lies, that came from my mothers side told a million to survive”

“You cover up your arms with your sleeves even in hundred degree heat”

“Every line i would write for you, but a footnote will do”

“I’d change every part of me, until the puzzle pieces aren’t me at all”

“I wanna feel all that love and emotion, be that attached to the person I’m holding someday I’ll be falling, without caution, but for now I’m only people watching”

“You remind me of how little I deserve”

Other:

“You couldn’t hate me more than I hate myself”

“How can you blame me, growing up is chaotic”

“I thought that I was getting better no I got better at pretending”

“It’s more than just a crush, it’s all consuming”

“When pretty isn’t pretty enough, what do you do”

“I started to skip lunch, stopped eating cake in birthdays”

“I broke a glass I tripped and fell I told secrets I shouldn’t tell, I stumbled over all my words I made it weird I made it worse”

ok sorry that’s a lot 😭

“there’s no place like my room”
-pheobe bridgers, i know the end

Ava {leave me the fvck alone} wrote: "It's hard to put it into words
How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did to deserve this
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget, I..."

awwww thats so sad

Ava ୨ৎ wrote: "Taylor swift:
“Got so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere, fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here, pouring out my heart to a stranger”

“I hate my reflection, for years and yea..."

help i relate to so many of those

༻gemma༺{matching pfp with em and corttt} ఌ· ° . wrote: "Ava ୨ৎ wrote: "Taylor swift:
“Got so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere, fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here, pouring out my heart to a stranger”

“I hate my reflection, fo..."

we’re fr the same person

I’ve never been an natural, all I do is try, try, try

Ava ୨ৎ wrote: "༻gemma༺{matching pfp with em and corttt} ఌ· ° . wrote: "Ava ୨ৎ wrote: "Taylor swift:
“Got so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere, fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here, pourin..."

we are

i have WAY too many but these are all i cant think of:
all of ballad of a homeschooled girl by olivia rodrigo (and just all of her songs in general)
"i do it again, i'm a creature of habit. the moment's gone but i'm still tryna catch it. everyone left and i never got past it"

this dream isnt feeling sweet we're reeling through the midnight streets and i've never felt more alone it feels so scary getting old !!!!!!

i have a lot...