nimo ⭐️’s Reviews > Pretty Reckless > Status Update

Happy in our happiness. And that’s what good friends and families do. They pick you up and pull you out of the mud of your own mistakes. And when you’re not the best version of yourself? Well, they’re still there, waiting, because we’re all fucking human.

-🥹

“She said only true love would get rid of the curse. And it will have to be requited. And real. And for life. Most of all, she said it couldn’t be just any girl. It needed to be a girl who can become a Scully, like us. But I was five, and dumb, and on pain meds, so what I heard was ‘Skull Eyes.’”
“Every time you called me that, you really called me the love of your life?” she asks quietly. I smile.

Daria is there. She is wearing a purple dress that makes her look like some kind of.. I don’t know, fairy or some shit. So pretty I can’t blink because I’m afraid she’s not even real. She is staring right back at me, throwing me a bone. A timid, unsure smile. I want my mouth to break into a shit-eating grin, but my brain has officially disconnected from the rest of my body, and I can’t function.

Love is a battlefield
And I think I fucking died (last entry)
-Penn

What???? Was i reading his entries this whole time at the beginning of every chapter??? 🥺🫂

He wrote everything he went through from the moment they met again after four years until they broke up and he sent the journal to herrr 😭 her favourite poem from his journal was:

You’re tearing confessions from my mouth
Reactions from my flesh
Fights from my fists
Blood from my heart
With your eyes alone
Sometimes I want to break the wall I built between us Let you in
And watch you destroy me

He is literally making sheets! He’s taking notes on when she calls her parents and is making sheets to figure out the time zone! to figure out where she lives now! 😭 no one is telling him where she is and he’s losing it. He never had insta acc so he made one just to look at her pictures. (Old pics since she stopped using that acc)

Life just seems to have an aftertaste of nothing when Daria is not around, and whoever said time heals was given LSD or something. Because it wasn’t time that healed them. The more time that passes, the more I want to rip my own fucking skin from my body and let my heart pack a suitcase and go looking for her.

-💔

“You’re about as lively as a puppy that’s been run over by every truck in the state. At least try to pretend that you’re here.”
“I’m here, sir.”
“But you’re not present. And stop calling me sir. You’re like a son to me.”
“I wish you’d stop saying that, sir, since I feel very strongly about your daughter and not in a sisterly way.”

When he woke up and didn’t find her he punched the wall so many times until his fingers broke 🥺☹️

“I’m feeling like every breath is a fucking nail jammed straight into my lungs. If this is what love feels like, it’s complete bullshit. I want my money back because Shakespeare was right all along. True love truly sucks ass.”

“I’m staying the night,” he tells me, hugging me close to his chest. Our hearts are beating in unison.
“My dad really is going to kill you.” I chuckle. “Come on. I’ll see you in the morning.”
“Promise?” he asks.
“Promise,” I lie. 😭😭

Don’t leave him!!😭😭😭 ur so cruel!!