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I FUCKING HATE YOU, YOU DUMB BITCH.

Jesus fucking Christ. Stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid.

And now I'm crying.

Most of the time, I'm all about the romance but right now? (The whole book, actually) I'm living and dying for Vincent and Oraya's complicated relationship.

“But how could I hate Vincent, my father, who looked at me that way?"

This two break my heart. THEY BREAK MY HEART.

I don't trust Raihn. They are cute and everything but I don't trust him. He's going to do something to our girl, mark my words.

Knowing his story just makes me feel icky about the age difference. When put in numbers is just that, numbers, but reading about the life he had over those two centuries and knowing the life Oraya has had, just a tiny speck compared to his, is making me all queasy.

“He had done nothing but be kind to me. But I only knew how to fight.”

Ooph. Another quote I relate to so much is painful.

“Vincent wanted me in the Kejari, wanted me to become his Coriatae, because it was the only way to turn me into something acceptable for him to love.”

STOP BREAKING MEEEEE

My heart's breaking.

“Fuck you,” I managed.
“You wish I would.”

HAHAHA ASSHOLE

Uhm... dude, what the fuck? Why am I so nervous and giggling ahsdfkjsdklasd Stop it, Raihn.

Fucking hell, Vincent. Don't make me cry. I know he's not the protagonist of this book, but I'm obsessed with him.

I'm so torn about Vincent! Help.

Holy shit.

Goddamn it. I have such a weird feeling about Vincent now and I'm suffering.

Careful, Vincent, don't make me fucking hate you. Ugh, I really don't like Jesmine.

Holy shit, we are not even halfway through.

I know I've said it before but love Vincent. A lot.

Hello, chemistry. I see you.

HOLY SHIT, I'M SO EXCITED!!!!

I have this weird feeling that Vincent's going to die and I hope I'm wrong: I love him already.

“When you’re young, fear is debilitating. Its presence clouds your mind and senses. Now, I had been afraid for so long, so ceaselessly, that it was just another bodily function to regulate—heartbeat, breath, sweat, muscles. Over the years, I’d learned how to hack the physicality of it away from the emotion.”

I have never related to a quote more.

Oooooh, so far, very good. I'm intrigued and invested already.

I... don't know how to feel?

I feel like this training has dragged on for long enough

Reading this book right now feels like trying to swim through mud.

Ugh, I'm BORED!!

So much telling in this book and very little showing.

One small mention of Dracula standing in front of Alina in a three-piece suit and I'm swooning.