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‘How would he deserve something of his very own if he weren’t willing to fight for it?’

‘loving him so fiercely he thought he might die of it’

‘Even a day by his side is worth a lifetime of misery.’

‘This wasn’t going to end well. It couldn’t.’

..’the warmth of him to remember as a comfort when his soul was lost in the cold depths. Perhaps it wouldn’t be such a terrible fate—those dark fathoms would be just the same colour as Kadou’s eyes.’

gawwwwd damn!!!!! real yearner no.2!!!

‘It hadn’t been just for the pretence. It had been real.’

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‘He wanted to pull away. He wanted to lean in closer. He wanted to never look at Evemer again, and he wanted to drag him out into the back alley and let his hands tell the truth since he couldn't trust his tongue-his palms starved for Evemer's skin again. He wanted to kiss him senseless’
gawd damn…

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‘He was incandescent when he stopped holding himself back.
Kadou wanted to get right up against him, breathe him in’

Kadou’s a real yearner

‘The presence of a stone wall makes the open field that it surrounds more meaningful.’

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‘Before Kadou could speak, Evemer shifted from sitting before him to kneeling. He took Kadou's hands, pressing his forehead to the backs of them as he had been aching to do. It filed his heart with light to be allowed even just this.‘

“Don’t tease him,” Kadou said quietly
“He won’t tease you back, so it’s not fair.”

“I’m fine”
“Of course you are, love. Of course you are. Just another close call to keep old Eozena on her toes, eh?”

"It’s very hard being grown-up like this, isn't it?" she said bitterly. "I wish we could just go have a slap-fight in the garden like we did when we were children”

‘so…so easily swayed into—whatever that line of thinking had been’

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Evemer losing his mind over that kiss haha

“I think he’s found a way not to even breathe, just in case you might want to make use of the air.”

‘Evemer was too gobsmacked at the notion that someone besides his mother might even want to take care of him to respond’

“Don’t be angry with me for loving you,my boy.”

:(((

‘That's what it felt like. Like his heart, or whatever part of him it was that yearned for someone worthy to serve, had recognised the person he was meant to follow. The person he was meant to die for. There he was.’

‘Kadou had been... resplendent. He'd moved like nothing Evemer had ever seen, like a rip current, like a tidal wave. Kadou. His liege. Evemer realized he was gawking and shook himself.
The lightning running through him did not abate.’

‘It was a very, very poor joke, and Evemer wasn’t going to even smile at it. He wasn’t.’

‘Evemer had to excuse himself to his room to absolutely boil with confusion.’

‘An instant later, a heartbeat later, Evemer was flat on his back, staring up at a strip of starry sky framed by the buildings on either side of the alley.’

‘Evemer wasn't quite sure what had happened. His face hurt.
"Who do you think I am?" His Highness said calmly.’

lmaooooooo