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MY HEART. NO. WHY.

"You can all fucking fuck off for all I fucking care!"
It's not one of my better entrances.

HOW CAN YOU MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I HAVE THIS PAIN? HOW DO YOU DO THAT?

AND THERE YOU HAVE IT. IT HURTS. WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN. I FUCKING KNEW IT. IMPENDING DOOM. I CAN'T. MY HEART. BABIES. WHY. WHY. WHHHYYYYY.

It's going to happen soon and I'm not ready because my heart is all fuzzy with the adorable things going on BUT SOON IT'S GOING TO BE CRUSHED AND I DON'T WANT THAT PLEASE NO.

NO. I KNEW IT. ANOTHER TIP. JFC. WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU AUTHORS DOING TO ME. I AM NOT. I'M RIGHT. I'M SO RIGHT AND I'M NOT READY TO BE. I CAN'T TAKE IT. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. PLEASE. UGH. MY HEART. IT HURTS.

YEP. THERE'S EVIDENCE ITSELF PLANTED. I CAN'T STOP UPDATING IN CAPS??? WHAT IS THIS BOOK DOING TO ME??? MY GOD IT'S RIGHT. I'M RIGHT AND I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME.

THAT WAS ALL SO CUTE AND PRECIOUS AND PERFECT AND ALL THESE OTHER BEAUTIFUL WORDS AND MY FEELINGS ARE EVERYWHERE.

No, really. It's 5AM and my Kindle is dying BUT I. CAN'T. STOP. READING. AND I DON'T WANT TO.

"I've never had someone abandon ship just to get away from me before." His voice is close to my ear, low and stiff.

First, I'm still in love. Madly in love. Second, more and more evidence is coming to me. IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. AND I'M SOOO NOT GONNA BE READY.

OH MY GOD. IT IS. IT'S. I SWEAR TO GOD. THE LOGISTICS ARE COMING TO ME. IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. I DON'T KNOW HOW, BUT I'M GOING TO BE RIGHT. I CAN'T HANDLE THIS.

OH MY GOD. MY EYES JUST GOT SO WIDE AS AN IDEA CAME TO MIND. I'M NOT SURE ABOUT THE LOGISTICS OF IT BUT IT FEELS LIKE A REAL POSSIBILITY AND THAT'S GOING TO CAUSE SOME REAL PAIN LATER I HAVE TO TALK IN CAPS BECAUSE IT PROPERLY EXPRESSES MY PANIC AND OTHER EMOTIONS IN MY CURRENT STATE.

TORRIN. BABY NOOOOO. WHHHYYYYYY.

"When I was little, my mom used to tell me a coincidence was like finding a penny on a rainy day. ... Find a penny on any normal day and it's just a penny. Find one when you're having a shitty day and it's like some ironic twist of fate. Good luck on a bad day."

""You? Classy?"
I kick his leg. "Shut up."
He nudges me back and rolls onto his side. "You shut up." "

THE CUTENESS. I CAN'T. I LOVE HIM. PLEASE.

No, really, I'm in love with Torrin. I need more. I wish we got his POV, too. Sigh.

I'm in love with him. I am in love with Torrin. Cheesy, but I have been from the very first meeting. UGH, he's so precious and adorable. FEELINGS.

"It's as humid as Florida inside my shirt."

I'm really liking a lot of these one-liners. They're pretty witty, add nice humor. Oh, and the line below... it was talking about her smoking habit, but I have a feeling it's going to stand for the whole book.

"You'll thank me one day for saving you."

"Considering my nerves are pulsating inside me as fast as Nikki's vibrator, I'm not so sure."

This earned an "o" from me. Interesting depiction of nerves. Had to share.

" "I have better things to do than take things from pretty girls."
My heart did not just flutter. No. That was an air bubble."

I like this so far. There's something about it. And I like the added humor, even though it's also got this sad tone to it. Hum.

THAT ENDING.

THAT ENDING.

THAT ENDING.

YAY, LANIE! YOU GO, GIRL! WOO!

Yeah, I so knew that was going to happen. I didn't know the specific detail (why did it make me laugh???), but I def knew the basics. SIGH.

Um... there's like only 10% left. If that. What... how is this going to be resolved? ....... Um. Hm. ALSO. I forgot all about Striker and now I'm freaking out just a little bit because I get a bad vibe from him? HELP.

Okay, I'm really not very okay with what he's doing, but that one thing was so fucking cute, oh my God.

OKAY I LOVE HIM BUT WHAT A DOUCHEBAG.

And now I am very suspicious.

So, I admit that I didn't see that coming. It makes sense, yes, but I didn't see it coming. WHY DO I CARE MORE ABOUT RIFF THAN ANYONE WHEN HE HASN'T EVEN HAD A VERY BIG PART?

AH! BABY RIFF NOOOOOOOO!!!