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"I'm sick of feelings. I either have none or all of them at once."

"I try to remember how to go blank, but it's been too long; I've lost the trick. I've been letting myself feel the good things, and now I have to feel the bad things, too.."

"Human nature is fight or flight, and you can't fight my condition. When you're faced with something unbearable, you leave. It's what people do."

"Dr. Brown told me that grief is like a dying lightbulb. Sometimes it's dark for an hour, sometimes it sputters for a day, and sometimes it seems fine before giving out when you least expect it."

"The truth is, I'm blank most of the time. Static. Sometimes I think I've used up all of my emotions."

"Magic isn't real.
Pain is real."

This is amazing, it's so beautiful.

"I didn't mean to say it. But the booze made things that were true a little easier to say."