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lord i hate this

So, family expections are high, I have to wear a wool coat, a short black skirt and leggings to school for some meeting i have.

Kids are cruel, they started yelling put some pants on, you look cold!

Well no duh im cold, but i dont want to upset my grandmother.

Last book i read was black gold..
The end had me crying my eyes out

I am a person
"I have feelings"
I am a person
"I am hurt"
I am a person
"Never Enough?"
I am a person
"Always wanted to leave"
I am a person!
"Not to me"
I am a person
"Not my person."
I am a person
"I dont care"
I am a person
"You dont have feelings."
I am a person
"You are just fine."
I am a person
"You are stupid"
I am a person
"Your a liar"
I am a person!!
"No..Your a stupid little girl!"

I know..I messed up
I thought it would be better for me to just....disappear from your life.
I tried, I really did.
Guess nothing can fix me.
Im just a messed up teen
A child on the inside who needed someone
An adult who feels they dont belong
That is me.
I am not free.
My freedom was never free!
'Land of the free'
Lies...Its all lies..
Whatever happens...please know..
I tried.

Dear Friends...

I am So sorry to say..Im leaving this website for now on, I might come back rarely.

~Sincerely, Elk <3

Matching pfp is open! <3

How dare you treat me like this?
'You're my father..'
How dare you hurt me like this?
'I am your daughter..'
How dare you make me look bad
'We aren't the same..'
Why me?
'I didn't ask for it'
Why now?
'When the past cant be changed?'
You left
'and left me broken'
How dare you?
'Be a man'
Why?
'Realize you lost my trust'
'I won't forgive you.."

I hate my town now..
I like guys and girls...Mostly guys and this gay group decided on threatening me and said I'm a sinner like b!tch...Im Atheist and I don't have to like the same gender! I like boys and girls! Mostly guys but I am a disgrace to you?

How does that work..?

Anyone wanna match?
Female:

https://freeimage.host/i/2pAThR2

Male:

https://freeimage.host/i/2pAAFTB

A lil about meh!

Name: Eclipse
Nickname/s: ma, Elk, Lady thing.
Age range: 14-17
Birthdate: October 23rd <3
Status: Single (Open)
Partner: N/A
Matching with: N/A (Open)
Favorite color: Pastel Purple
Favorite Food: Cherries
Friend/s: V, Pluto, Poe-nana, Riley, kalon.

(VENT)

TW


I am the Therapist, I am not supposed to show emotions until they are needed.
I am the Therapist, I am supposed to be used to being ignored.
I am the Therapist, I am not supposed to cry.
I am the Therapist, No one cares until I'm gone
I am the Therapist, I am not to bring up my trauma.
I am the Therapist, I am supposed to love everyone.
I am the Therapist, No one wants me around until they have issues

I might go offline-
ITS SNOWINGGGG~
I love yet hate da snow <3

Anywayyyy...
Happy V day to the singles <3
Im on that list yet again this year-

Im soo tired ;p

I am loving it currently, though it could have done a little better than just rush into the plot first few pages.The characters arent as..Unique as what i thought they would be..