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"If all the words I'd left at the tip of my tongue were needles, my tongue would be full of holes more than there are stars in the night-soaked sky."

Okay! I wanna do the comment here and i'll give you the song rec thing but a little to the left...

So comment here and I'll give you a BOOK rec (cuz books are the only think ik best(and yapping ofc yapping))

(it helps if u type what genre you like but i'll give u a rec anyways 😀)

"I miss love the way a fish misses the land. How can I miss something I've never known?"

There's some kind of beauty in just remembering things. In knowing that no one but you will ever see the way their characters loop and curve and capture your soul." - me

"I often think the night is more alive and richly colored than the day." - Vincent Van Gogh

When you clean your glasses/ specs so well it feel like you can see into the 4th dimension>>

"We can pave the roads of those around us, but can't choose their direction. Even trying is against the law of samsara."-Shri Rama

"I was becoming a tree rooted in the soil of tragedy."

"One second. One , is all that separates life from death."

-My heart is crumbling

"We all die. Some of us are fortunate enough to die fighting for justice." - Rani Lakshmibai

Sob count- (I've lost count)

Okay what is that one name that makes you MELT like become one with the ground absolutely a puddle MELT

Mine's Dimitri (it's just idk man it's jst sooo good ahh)

On a scale of 1-10, I was worried at fliipin' 20 when my nails started turning blue in school..

HOW DID THAT EVEN HAPPEN

-Notes from a professional worrier (me)

"Imagine farting on a stage for everyone to hear, it felt that shocking. Now imagine you're told you'll have to do it all the time." - Sita

OMG Sita what is this analogy lmao

"I was ashamed of myself when I realized life was a costume party and I attended with my real face." - Franz Kafka

"Do you think we did terrible things in our past lives? To come back as women... perhaps it's a punishment for some previous misdeed?" - Sita

Okay, out of context this sounds so wrong, but inside there, my heart shattered.

My tears burst through me. In public.

No one should have to endure such misery.

"Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."

"Now it feels like being a fish emptied from the bowl it's spent most of its life in back into the river where it was actually born." - Sita

I tie the noose of silence on my throat and decorate it with pearls as if that would help it hurt less.