this is so emotionally painful to read. i think marianne finds herself to be so worthless. and idk i feel like she thinks any validation she can gain comes from a sexual nature. especially thinking ab her relationship w lukas. like he simultaneously degraded her while also gratifying her sexually on such a artificial level idk. even in her friendship with joanna, she is almost looking to give her an out
— Apr 14, 2025 03:59PM
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