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I HATE JUDE YOU FUCKISNXBSNDN YOU FUCKUNG FUCKDKDNSKSKKDKS
AND I DONT LIKE MARA’s MOTHER I KNOW I KNOW SHE IS TRYING TO DO WHAT SHE AS A PSYCHOLOGIST THINKS IS RIGHT BUT LISTEN TO YOUR DAUGHTER

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💘💘💘💘😭💘💘💘😭😭😭😭

“ I would rather die with the taste of you on my tongue than live and never touch you again. I am in love with you, mara. I love you no matter what you do.If I were to live a thousand years I will belong to you for all of them.If we were to leave thousand lives, I would want to make you mine in each one”

mannn😭
this shit aint fair

“you INHABIT me”😭😭😭💘

healer & destroyer
noon & midnight

“ my heart beats her name”😵‍💫🫶🏻

“her breath & heartbeat & pulses are my new fav symphony.”

boy started writing for her😭😭😭💖

mara is so horny, cant blame her BECAUSE NOAH SHAW!!!

“i’m too selfish to leave you.”
“i’m too selfish to let you.”

“you must leave him the boy.”
“why?”
“the boy is destined for greatness but with you he is in danger. You are linked, you two. You must leave him.He will die before his time with you by his side, unless you let him go. Fate or chance? Coincidence or destiny?Idk”
“I cant.”
“Then you will love him to ruins”

ik jude had orchestrated this but maybe theres some truth to it?

“you could always bite me, just to test.”
“i hate you too.”
“i would suggest make up sex but..”
“too bad you have scruples.”
“now you’re just being cruel”
“i like pushing your buttons.”
“you’d enjoy it more if you undid them first.” save me.

“what if someone pissed me off & i tell them to go jump off a bridge?”
“you’d never say that.”
“really?”
“you’d tell them to go die in a fire.”
“helpful. thank you.”

“I think part of him actually wants to be hated. He only ever shows you what he wants you to see. “

“tell me what to do and i’ll do it, tell me what you want and its yours”

ok noah i see the aaron warner in you now

i had so many theories about this book but i forgot to write them out on time and now idr but one i remember is that maybe the girl who made that doll for mara’s grandmother is noah’s grandmother and that pendant was passed down to noah’s mother who kept it as a memory.

noah couldnt even live apart from her for 2 days
😭🫶🏻 boy gave a kid who is in a psych ward, a lighter just so that he could get his gf back

“who gave u this?”
“the pretty boy gave me”
“i believe you”😭

really want to see whats going on

“i buy distance from people.”

i really like the writing style, he is so unintentionally funny, well not unintentionally because i’m sure an author reads the transcript a thousand times before putting it out in the world but you get the point

I was poison, and Noah was the drug that would make me forget it.

“ i make everything worse."
"You make me better."

beautiful, reckless lost boy and the angry, broken girl-but what we were, who we were, together.

where is my beautiful, reckless lost boy???

"You want me," Noah said simply, definitively.
"Don't lie to me. I can hear it."
"Irrelevant," I breathed.
"No, it isn't irrelevant. You want me as much as I want you. And all I want is you."
My tongue warred with my mind. "Today,"
"Today. Tonight. Tomorrow. Forever."
Noah's eyes held mine. His stare was infinite.
"I was made for you, Mara."

“i could kill you”
“then i’d die happy”
“not funny”
“not joking”

and the only friend mara had made is expelled because he stood up for her, great

“is this how i look?”
“it is to me”

“The juxtaposition of him sitting in a room full of people while staring at no one but me was overwhelming. Something shifted inside of me at the intimacy of us, eyes locked amid the scraping of twenty graphite pencils on paper.”

ahhh how i love this

bro was like “draw me like one pf your french girls” in front of the entire class
sweet jesus