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this is definitely a more plot oriented book I NEED MY CORDELIA AND JAMES CRUMBS

“Were you not one, after you became parabatai with Uncle Jem?”

“A better Shadowhunter and a better man,” said Will. “All the best of me, I learned from Jem and your mother. All I want for you and Cordelia is to have what I had, a friendship that shall shape all your days. And never to be parted.”

gonna kill myself

“Will shook his head. Lucie could not remember when the white threads at his temples had appeared, salting the black of his hair.”

i die a little each time his AGING is mentioned 😞

“This is bad enough without mentioning ducks,” said James. He had never fancied ducks since one had bitten him in Hyde Park as a small child”

like father like son🥹🤧

“Her mother had described Chiswick House to her once. What it had been like years ago, when Tessa had attended a ball there disguised as Jessamine. Her parents couldn’t talk about the ball, in fact, without shooting each other fond, syrupy looks. It was quite disgusting.”

THE BALL🥹reminiscing it all over again

I LOVE MATTHEW. noapte bunaaa

“ The truth was that when he thought of Cordelia marrying someone else, it felt like being kicked in the heart. With a start, he realized that in his vague imaginings of the future Cordelia had always been there, a steady, welcome presence, a warm light in the dark of the unknown.
”

“ “I expect Cordelia will want to spend all her time with Lucie—they’re to be parabatai someday. Of course, Lucie is also writing her book, so there may well be times when I really should spend time with Cordelia, as a good host. I mean, whatever she likes. Obviously, if she wanted to spend every day with me, that would be all right—”

“ at night he still fell asleep to his memory of Cordelia’s voice, low and steady in his ear.”

“I could read to you, if you like.”
“No! No, thank you,” he said quickly. ”

he refused because it's his and Cordelia's thing🤧proving to be loyal even when he's charmed by a fae!!

“Will smiled at his wife—James’s parents always looked at each other with such love, it was nearly painful to see”

“The only equivalent in real life is memory,” Tessa said, looking up as Will Herondale came into the room, followed by Cousin Jem. “But memories can be bitter as well as sweet.”

VREAU SA Mor🤧

“Jem’s violin had pride of place—a Stradivarius carved of mellow wood, it rested in an open case atop a high table. James had seen his father come into this room just to touch the violin sometimes, a faraway look in his eyes.”

make me wanna kms

“ the carriage rolled under the gate with its Latin motto: PULVIS ET UMBRA SUMUS.
We are dust and shadows.”

will🥹🤧

“The moment the demons had gone, James had taken off on Balios, ”

just like his father 🥹🤧

“The same anxiety began to rise in her that had risen at the ball: How was one supposed to break into social groups? Make them want you as part of them?”

“In the night, for a long time to come, James thought of jasmine and woodsmoke, the press of her arm, fathomless dark eyes gazing into his.
“ ‘ The secret path he eager chose, where Layla’s distant mansion rose; he kissed the door. A thousand wings increased his pace, whence, his fond devotions paid, a thousand thorns his course delayed. No rest he found by day or night—Layla, forever, in his sight..

“. “Even when you are eighty, you will be my beautiful Will.”

HE DID NOT REACH THAT AGE🥹🥹🤧🤧76 BLOODY 76

i hate hate it here

“And Jem, who they had both lost and kept.”

will i burst in tears at every Jem mention?is that how this reading experience is going to work?

“Much less capture my glorious handsomeness, which, I hardly need to point out, has only grown with age.”
She didn’t disagree—his eyes still the same startling blue—she reached up and tugged on one of the more silvered locks of his hair. “I’m well aware of that. I saw Penelope Mayhew flirting with you tonight. Shamelessly!”
He bent his head to kiss her neck. “I hadn’t noticed.”

not me crying because will's hair started to gray

poor Cordelia 🥹

“Will looked over as they approached, and his face softened when he saw Tessa”

“Will had looked up when Jem came in, and Jem, in his Silent Brother robes, went over to Will and sat down beside him. He drew Will’s head against his shoulder, and Will held the front of Jem’s robes in his fists and he cried. Tessa bowed her head over both of them, and the three were united in adult grief, It was the first time it had ever occurred to James that his father might cry about anything.”

mareied wessa🥹🫶

“James’s father, Will, had often told him about the patrols he used to do with his parabatai, Jem Carstairs—now James’s uncle Jem—back when they had battled demons nearly every night.”

why am i crying

"uncle Jem" RUIN ME WOULD YOU

wish me luxk it is needed i'm not ready for married wessa being apart from jem.

“. “For all my life,” he said, “when someone has said the word ‘beautiful’, it is your face I have seen. You are my own very definition of beautiful, Tessa Gray.”