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this book is so haunting

“It’s going to be super rough. You’ll gnaw your pillow into feathers all night; there’ll be feathers everywhere when you wake up. And you’ll have seizures and foam at the mouth. And dirty yourself the way sick animals do. Are you ready for that? You realize we don’t give you anything here.” (pg. 52)

me: wow he’s really not talking about hating his wife
10 seconds later: “he realized he hated his wife, he hated his children, he hated his whole life”
pkd never changes. you know no one is making you get married, dude?

substance d got bro feeling like me when i wake up from a nap