Status Updates From When Forever Ended (Camass...

On hold. Being in Will’s headspace is too depressing.

“For the longest time, having a normal relationship with my best friend didn’t exist. He was forever to remain a friend, someone who was off-limits, a love to keep secret. Today, I shared a family with him.“

“Progressing with our relationship slowly or not—for the sake of our children and Will's recovery—he was the love of my life. With him by my side, I could, at long last, indulge in dreams about a future that held a fuckload more appeal than it used to. Only forever would do.”

I cupped his cheek and pressed my lips to his forehead. "We have forever." He looked me in the eye, wonder and relief filling his expression. "We finally do, don’t we?"

"You're not leaving me again, Kelly."

“I kept thinking…how unbelievable it was that I could finally touch you.”

“I loved her as the mother of my children, not as my wife. I adored her for the person she was, not as someone I was in love with.”

“Often enough, they would warn me and speak ill of the one person who made everything right in the world for me.”

“Instead, I focused on now, on Kelly, on having him as my lover. The unthinkable had become real.”