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Ella frowns in her sleep and when she does she looks just like Shane. When she smiles she looks like Mikey and then there are times when she looks just like Liam or Conor. Finn looks a little more like my side of the family with his bright blue eyes, but I see his daddies in him too.

“It hurts,” I whimper.
He brushes my sweaty hair back from my damp forehead. “I know, sweetheart,” he says softly. “All the best things do.”

Jessie and Shane
Baby #2

“Should it really be hurting this much, Doc?” Mikey asks.
“Have you ever tried to push a coconut out of your penis, Michael?” she snaps.
“No.” He winces, his free hand instinctively flying to his crotch.

Men could not handle childbirth

All 4 brothers feel the babies kicking

“I hope you know you are stuck with me for all eternity, because I will love you to the end of this lifetime and into the next. We really are from the same star,” he (Shane) says, his voice cracking with emotion.
I have never seen him so raw and vulnerable and it makes my heart sing. “I love you so much,” I say as a tear rolls down my face and he brushes it away.

I love this!

Jessie- Are you okay?
Shane- Yes
J- It’s okay if you’re not.
S- I know. It’s never easy to take someone’s life, Jessie. But it was the only decision to make. I cannot have my family put at risk. I am one hundred percent okay with the choices I made today and I would make them every damn day to make sure you and our babies are safe.

Implanted trackers for all five of them