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I’m like only a few pages into this book and I want to shake some sense into this woman!!! I question how old she is because this is embarrassing but now I can’t look away!!

Getting back to my roots with this one…tired of reading depressing ass shit about the diaspora okurrtttt

“In the not having, it remains absolutely perfect, in my imagination it would fulfil all my needs, I would never need anyone again. I want it so that in the luxury of having it, I can ruin its perfection and then reject it when I am sure it means nothing. I want to succeed where all the other women failed, and it is not so much to win him as it is to defeat everyone else.”

“At what point do I get a return on my investment? My people-pleasing, my co-dependency, my lack of boundaries which on the surface looks so giving, nurturing and self effacing is actually controlling, ego-driven and emotionally demanding.”