Status Updates From Luster

“It's not that I want exactly this, to have a husband or home security system that, for the length of our marriage, never goes off. It's that there are gray, anonymous hours like this. Hours when I am desperate, when I am ravenous, when I know how a star becomes a void.”

“"I'm an open book," I say, thinking of all the men who have found it illegible. I made mistakes with these men. I dove for their legs as they tried to leave my house. I chased them down the hall with a bottle of Listerine, saying, I can be a beach read, I can get rid of all these clauses, please, I'll just revise.” Oh I’m not hungry…

Living with this family is so unbelievable and also why is the mom like an almond mom type legit always working out I’m like what
And the husband is away on work? So the wife wants Wdie to break up w her husband but also be a mentor to her daughter? Why would the wife let her stay at the house legit doesn’t make sense ….

why do i want her to get with the wife too 😭

2004 is that when her dad died? Or mom? And then I think she’s just kinda spiraling like I was. Also why am open marriage after 13 years? What’s going on w his wife and why are these rules so strange lol?

The writing style oscillates between total dogshit, millennial sex fiend ponderings, and James Joyce style stream of consciousness passages. What is this