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im... really confused by this book. on one hand, i love it - its immersive and it constantly teeters the line of binaries - life and death, passionate love and passionate hate, masculine and feminine (although these are more arbitrary than anything), joy and grief. on the other hand... i simply dont get the extremely prosaic, overly philosophical style. but i do get it - when i write i try to make it as ambiguous as