Status Updates From شمس غاربة

Vond no longer human lowkey veel leuker dan deze maaaar was ook echt een goed boek omd me hart breekt echt

I am, after all, an aristocrat.”

It's no use. I'm going.
I cannot think of the slightest reason why I
should have to go on living.
Only those who wish to go on living should.
Just as a man has the right to live, he ought also
to have the right to die.

😲😲

Thus every day, from morning to night, I wait in despair for something. I wish I could be glad that I was born, that I am alive, that there are people and a world.
Won't you shove aside the morality that blocks

I am convinced that those people whom the world considers good and respects are all liars and fakes.
I do not trust the world. My only ally is the lagged dissolute. The tagged dissolute. That is the only cross on which I wish to be crucified.

I have no desire for others to take it on themselves to analyze my thoughts. I am without thoughts.

Dat dit door een man is geschreven is beyoond me omd

But that is not what hurts me. I am afraid because I can so clearly foresee my own life rotting away of itself, like a leaf that rots without falling, while I peruse my round of existence from day to day. That I what I find impossible to bear, an why I must escape from my present life, even if it means violating the whole code of the ladies etiquette.

Anyway, you can be sure of one thing, a man’s got to fake just to stay alive.”

I will die by way to apology of mom.”

But when inadvertently groaned because I was really in pain, they started the rumor that I was faking suffering.
The world is out of joint.”

But such good people won’t want to spend their time with me.”

People always make a serieus face when they tell a lie. The seriousness of our leaders these days! Pooh !

That too is somebody’s child. It is alive.

As for love… no, having once written that word I can write nothing more.”