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~The fear that bloomed in my center was foreign to me, unlike any I had ever felt before.It was the type of fear that made you cry before anything happened.&I did.I started to cry myself to sleep again.I did not tell my mother,nothing pissed her off more than my tears &I did not see how these would be any different from the ones that happened before~

Pain caused by mothers is the worse

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Her representation of having a Mamma&a Mother, two separate people in one body is so relatable. Having incredibly early memories,realizing secrets can keep us safe&essentially being a sort of Eeyore…. Idk if she’s autistic/has adhd or whatever, but her experience feel so similar to mine in that department.

I can’t listen to the autism book around my son so picked up this one,too

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