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I almost don’t want it to end

"My whole life, I worried about regretting my life. And this very foresight concern of regret made my life more regrettable."

"You spend your whole life meandering around, hoping that it isn’t all for nothing, knowing that it almost certainly is, just to die and never end up knowing for sure if you’re right or not."

"Perhaps to be human is to struggle one’s whole life to find some solid ground to stand on and then die never coming anywhere close. And perhaps that’s not even a bad thing. To know the true meaning of life and self is to do what with it? End the mystery? End the game? What then?"

"The feeling of dissatisfaction and wasting time adapted to every aspect of my life. I wonder, then, what really constitutes wasting time? Does anyone really know a wasted day from a valuable one?"

Like it. It is weird that you always know what you should do, but you won't do it until it's too late and you probably can't already.

Omg for such a short book I found it quite long

it’s either slowly growing on me or i like chapters 4 & 5 (so far) better than the first three. also i like the disconnected feel of each sub chapter thingy - feels raw and captures the messiness of thought.

It’s really good, it has some deep messages I wish more people would think about

“The person who has yet to find any comfort in themselves will gnaw and pull at others in hopes of finding it, forming a sort of addictive dependency on their relationships in which they put the weight of their own wellbeing on the shoulders of others, which no good friendship can come from.”

Incredible...