Status Updates From Pretending

there's too much book left so realistically she's gonna tell him the truth he'll be sad for two pages then they'll kiss and make up. also no one fucking said she's unlovable just cause she's got trauma??? literally neither did she until two chapters ago??? gretel is carefree and guess what april proved she can carefree too and passionate when it matters, sure gretel also ain't traumatised but so what?

i would like to DNF and stop reading this bullshit

she thinks he's different. why? not because he publicly called out his male friend for discussing topics he has no business discussing. not because he genuinely agreed with the points she made about trauma and sexual abuse. but because PRIVATELY he said you know how uni friends are, please don't believe i'm also a misogynist just cause my friend is. a private 'spare me please'

im so fucking angry how this is a genuine apology? are you fucking kidding me? saying i'm sorry my friend LOVES playing devils advocate about other people's trauma and i GO ALONG WITH IT and have done for years because we're uni mates? that's a genuine apology and now he's a good guy again?

im so incredibly mad at her, why answer his call? why let him come over to talk? talk about what? the catfishing? the fact that the only reason she kinda likes him is because she's not lonely anymore and otherwise he's still not that good of a guy? well done he pays for most of the stuff and cooked for you once yay.