Status Updates From The Whispering House

I am determined to finish this fucking book before Sunday, I want to be done with this stupid girl and her clearly psycho boyfriend

The guy she grew up with is in love with her, but the guy she just met is an artist who wants to draw her and thinks she's prettier than her dead sister, what a conundrum, so of course she's going to write poetry about it.
I swear this book was written by a 14 year old girl

I hope this book gets interesting soon, because at the moment it's just a lot of the main character being very 'woe is me' in her own head, yet she's also a Super Special Girl who's pretty without trying and writes poetry, and it's just very boring