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And yet it’s an old truth, which has been told and retold a billion times, but it has not formed part of our lives. The consciousness of life is higher than life. The knowledge of the laws of happiness is higher than happiness. That is what one must contend against—and I shall.

If only everyone wants it, it can be arranged at once.

But the scoffers do not understand that. “It was a dream,” they say—delirium, hallucination. Oh, as though that meant so much! And they are so proud. A dream! What is a dream? And is not our life a dream?

But how to establish paradise? I don’t know, because I do not know how to put it into words. After my dream, I lost command of words—all the chief words, anyway, the most necessary ones. I shall go, and I shall keep talking. I won’t leave off, for anyway, I have seen it with my own eyes, though I cannot describe what I saw.

I have seen it in such full perfection that I cannot believe it is impossible for people to have it. And so how can I go wrong? I shall make some slips, no doubt, and shall perhaps talk in second-hand language—but not for long. The living image of what I saw will always be with me and will always correct and guide me.

Oh, I am full of courage and freshness, and I will go on and on if it were a thousand years.

I believe that evil is the normal condition of mankind, and it is just this faith of mine that they will laugh at. But how can I help believing it? I have seen the truth. It is not as though I had invented it with my mind. I have seen it. Seen it. And the living image of it has filled my soul forever.

“Is not our life a dream?”

the aircon broke in our room so now im sleeping at my parent’s room the lights are off and i have to “sleep” so im reading this on my kindle…