Status Updates From Un amore di Swann

First part was good now it's making me mad will pick up later

Orchidée = sex

"one of the most penetrating analyses ever written of the psychology of love"—oh Marcel, I will have u beat on that front someday. You know of love, u know of psychology, but where did u experience both as I did, & do, & always will? Because I never let go of people easily. I want u, I desire u, I love u, more painfully, more fully, than ever, once the door is closed. Is this forever? I would try again, but shouldn't