Status Updates From The Loser

We speak only nonsense, everything we say is nonsense, but everything that is said to us is also nonsense, like everything that is said at all, in this world only nonsense has been said until now and, he said, only nonsense has actually and naturally been written, the writings we possess are only nonsense because they can only be nonsense, as history proves, he said.

When we cross the threshold of our fiftieth year we see ourselves as base and spine-less, the question is how long we can stand this condition. Lots of people kill themselves in their fifty-first year. For fifty years are absolutely enough. We become contemptible when we go past fifty and are still living. Now I'm the shameless one, I thought. I envied the dead. For a moment I hated them for their superiority.