Status Updates From Devant l’objectif

I want to go back. Just me and him.. Together in an abandoned place. LIKE HIS RICKETY OLD AMUSEMENT PARK.
•You’re right… I never really hated you, baby.•
BECAUSE I THINK I LOVE YOU.

„Don’t fucking touch him!.“ My body is working on total impulse, the need to destroy this fucking prick for kissing MY Avi taking over every fiver of my being. „He’s not yours, you HEAR ME?!“
I…DON’T…FUCKING…CARE.

AVI…
Avi is kissing Ash… Or Ash is kissing Avi.
NO…
I’m fucking BLEEDING inside. My body is splitting down the middle, like I’m being violently bisected with rusty tools.
I can’t move. I can’t breathe.
THOSE LIPS…I…I THOUGHT THEY WERE…FOR ME.
„No… No. No. No, no, no. FUCK that.“
CAN’T WATCH. CAN’T LET THIS HAPPEN.

No I’m actually feral for them. Honestly I will never stop thinking about this.

No because can someone please explain to me how this went from being a super fun spicy read to emotionally ripping me to shreds and then becoming my favourite book couple I’ve ever read????

Not chapter 19 breaking me. “Can you call me beautiful” 😭😭😭 Im actually so unwell it’s not even funny.

And I just sit, numb. Empty and alone…
IN MY ABANDONED AMUSEMENT PARK.

„It’s not about the fucking money! It’s not about the money… It’s about US.“

3.5

I don’t hate this book…. It’s just that I’ve realized what kind of book this is 😂 it’s not plotless, it’s just that the plot for sure comes second 😂 and I’m not into how grumpy Kyran is. Like I’m sure he has shit that has gone down in his life, but I feel like he’s just taking it out on everyone around him. I don’t want to DNF 2 books in a row, they were anticipated! But we’ll see.

Budding romance between two bros, gotta love it 😍