Status Updates From Bjesovi

Not sure what to think so far. It has the really emotional, dramatic moments that Dostoevsky novels are famous for but I feel like I'm still not sure what the overall big picture of the plot is yet, it sort of feels like a lot of characters and some confusing relationships between them.

But right now you're here, and looking up at the moon: why should you care about what you did there and if they'll think of you with disgust for a thousand years?
Isn't that right?'
I don't know,' Kirillov replied. 'I haven't been to the moon,' he added without any irony, merely to establish the fact.