Status Updates From 女生徒 [Joseito]

“I cannot stand mornings because it seems I am always bleakly reminded of long-gone times, and people I used to know, and their presences feel eerily close, like the scent of pickled radish that you just can't get rid of.”

Leave it to Dazai to convey the thoughts of an edgy teenage girl

Honestly it’s a little harder to follow but its because I’m in a distracted state of mind. It’s like a flow of consciousness it seems? Super interesting, also she acts like me wtf… she views herself as a bad person while being very particular about how she is viewed by others, wanting to be seen as better than she feels… she wants to be herself but fears rejection fuckkk

Thoughts are very relatable, a bit all over the place though