Status Updates From Beyaz Geceler

This reads like a case study in anxious attachment, with intense loneliness basically altering someone's brain chemistry.

from earlier but “And in vain does the dreamer rake through his old dreams, as if they were ashes, searching in these ashes for at least some little spark, in order to fan it into flames, and with this rekindled fire warm his heart,”
holy crap.

“And if I’d already loved you for twenty years, I wouldn’t have loved you more than I do right now”
Never been so in awe GODMUTHERFUCKINGDAMN!!!

white nights, or: they miscommunicate, they are unsure what love means, they are chronic oversharers and yappers. absolutely tragic they did not end up with each other tbh. maybe she should have just bagged both men and gone for the poly relationship lol

my heart hurts

menudo migajero

"Parece un sueño, pero ni aun en sueños hubiera creído que hablaría con una mujer" mmmm normal honestamente...

On the fourth night… feeling like a victory royale 💯

Ik heb heel het verhaal wat de mc aan het vertellen was opnieuw moeten lezen (dat was 10 bladzijden 😢😅). Maar dit keer was mn focus er wel bij en toen ik even een samenvatting van dat verhaal opzochten was dat wel hetzelfde als hoe ik het had begrepen.

Dus was het wel waard (it kills me, dat ik zo langzaam lees maar misschien wel een keer goed)

"...it was such a bright sky that looking at it you could not help but ask yourself: is it really possible for bad-tempered and capricious people to live under such a sky?"

He just like me for real, ya estoy viendo la leche que se va a llevar este.

Ok så eg elskar dei som kranglar og ber kvarandre om å halde kjeft i kyrkjegarden

Det snudde kjapt ja. Girl… dekkon begge to, istg.. også no pratar daue følk saman. I love it

Oi det gjekk kjapt

my Shayla...

Eg faller så lett ut og inn av denna

the meek one, or: did dostoyevsky intend for this protagonist to be every subtle thing that's wrong with men??

Unrequited love’s final boss

De hoofdpersoon is echt zo erg relatable…

Maar ik heb besloten om dit op geen enkele manier te zien als romance want wrm is de fmc 17 en de mmc 26 😭.

Verder is het boek wel heel goed geschreven though

Ben er wel net achterkomen dat het vrouwelijke hoofdpersonage 17 is 😭. (9 jaar leeftijdsverschil)

This is beautifull

that dreamer loves to yap

a maladaptive daydreamer incel meets a girl for the first time

I hate Nastenka but she does show that most will return to their first love when given the chance.

my first chapter of my first ever dostoevsky book and ladies, i get it

So confused rn gonna read more tomorrow… tik tok says it gets good

a nasty business, or: the second hand embarassment from witnessing bourgeois audacity, the short story

mattino: "Dio mio! Un intero attimo di beatitudine! È forse poco per la vita intera di un uomo?..." best ending i've ever read {[(😭😭)]}

notte terza - notte quarta: shit i hate this feeling, unexpected end (still dk where this is going).

notte seconda: idk where tf is this going

Our character is sacrificing his own “love” for Nastenka in order to help her. He’s untrue to himself and doing all this stuff for her in hopes that she’ll somehow sway her decision but she is stuck on this other man.