Status Updates From Beyaz Geceler

que puta Nástenka :((

“how could I have thought it? How could I have been so blind, when everything had been taken by another already, when nothing was mine; when, in fact, her very tenderness to me, her anxiety, her love ... yes, love for me, was nothing else but joy at the thought of seeing another man so soon, desire to include me, too, in her happiness?...”

Girl is committed to the unrequited situationship that ghosted her and exploits helpless yearning "nice guy"...

i just opened this book and there are tears coming out of my eyes

Why does a man have this much to say

“Your hand is cold, mine is as hot as fire. How blind you are, Nastenka!”

Excerpt From
White Nights (Penguin Little Black Classics)
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
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I’m a little in love with him

Notes from underground is actually just a collection of over thinkers with crazy anxiety

THIS IS SO SWEET

“‘I’m frightened now. It’s like a dream, but even in my dreams I never guessed that I would ever talk with a woman.’” i wholeheartedly believe he would refer to women as females/bops if he was alive today

A Nasty Business: 3,8

DAMN

Pushkin mentioned!!!

„Ich liebe Sie deswegen, weil Sie sich nicht in mich verliebt haben.“ That sounds like an attachment issue to me 🤨

reading this in russian is a whole different experience .

Re-reading this and I’ve realised that it’s actually 500 days of summer but more painful because it’s Dostoyevsky

je prend plus jamais les recs de mes copines dsl

Fuaaaaaaaa 😔😔😔

Mixed feelings so far and I have several questions in mind … Is this all a dream for him? Is he speaking metaphorically?

When does start getting good? So far very boring! 🥱

la historia de Nástenka

la historia de Nástenka

“Shame, and love, and pride spoke in me all at once…”

Excerpt From
White Nights (Penguin Little Black Classics)
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
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“And you ask yourself: Where are your dreams? And you shake your head and say: How quickly do the years fly by! And again you ask yourself: What have you done with your years? ”

Excerpt From
White Nights (Penguin Little Black Classics)
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
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"i will love you almost as much as i love him" shet ka nastenka

IT WAS A WONDERFUL NIGHT, SUCH A NIGHT AS IS ONLY POSSIBLE WHEN WE ARE YOUNG, DEAR READER

it’s interesting to read about the inner workings of the main characters mind, how he feels lonely and as a result considers him a “dreamer” of an ideal life he has painted for himself. he needs to learn some self respect though

«At this moment, Nastenka, when we have met at last after such a long separation for I have known you for ages, Nastenka, because I have been looking for someone for ages, and that is a sign that it was you I was looking for, and it was ordained that we should meet now—at this moment a thousand valves have opened in my head, and I must let myself flow in a river of words, or I shall choke.»

3rd 🌌

What is his intention with her?
Was ist he thinking is going to happen
💌?