Status Updates From Beyaz Geceler

“So it is that when we are unhappy we sense more acutely the unhappiness of others.”

“Today has been dreary and rain-sodden, without a ray of hope, like my approaching old age. Such strange ideas oppress me, such dark sensations, such vague questions seething in my brain—and somehow I have neither strength nor desire to resolve them. It’s beyond me to make sense of it all!”

“As I sit next to you and talk with you, I feel positively terrified of the future, because in that future loneliness lurks once more, again that musty, pointless existence; and what will there be for me to dream about, when close to you I have already been so happy in the real world.”

Ich liebe diesen Anfang. ICh mag den Protagonisten. Wow Fyodor *.*

I have a peanut brain.

“Your hand is cold, mine is as hot as fire. How blind you are, Nastenka!…“
☹️

“(I’m seventeen now)”…ouch.. and how old was he again? 26??…
I guess things were different then..

“But how have you lived if there’s no story?”

yapping final boss

One of the great novels of the decades

Krasser Kontrast zu meinem feministischen Hörbuch und den Sitten und Ausdrucksweisen gegenüber Frauen zu dieser Zeit haha

el prota necesita salir de st petersburg, que alguien le regale un billete de avión a ibiza (para que viva con 11 horas diarias de sol) y un pack de 10 sesiones para trabajar la autoestima y la idealización en terapia

Yo comprendo que esto fue escrito en otros tiempos, pero afligirte y decir que la gente te abandona —gente que ni conoces ni hablas con ella— solo porque se va de vacaciones, es simplemente absurdo.

wow me encanta como está escrito

I can already tell that this is gonna be a five star read! I adore it.

“at this moment, a thousand valves have opened within my brain, and I must put forth a river of words or I shall suffocate.”

“because I have known you for ever so long, Nastenka, I have been searching for someone for ever so long and this is a sign that it was you I was seeking and it was fated that we should meet”

kim pan jest?
jestem typem XD

po co on za tą typiarą szedł i jeszcze się dziwił że ucieka wtf

You know what? He's the definition of a sad boi. I am aware that no one uses that term anymore in the year of 2025 but if you ever want to know what it is like, it's him, the protagonist of White Nights. My head ached while reading this. But then again, he's lonely and all...yeah...sad boi.

Also, I wasn't aware or rather forgot that this book also includes another story Bobok. Lol. Will read that next

“I like you because you have not fallen in love with me”
Oh honey

“Now it’s over! Now we shall be two together”
Girl you met him last night and he was following you :|

first night review:

I judged his behaviour: this was acceleration to the first day you met the person who you think will be your partner. he needed to be in love, he didn’t truly loved her or attracted to her in anyways he didn’t saw a value in her. he wants to feed himself only. unfortunately, this is the first red flag I saw.

What is built too fast often collapses just as quickly.

first night review:

I judged his behaviour; this was an acceleration of the first day you met a person who you think will be your partner. I think it was because of his loneliness; he wanted to be in a relationship, not because he truly loved her or he saw a value in her. This is the first red flag I noticed.

What is built too fast often collapses just as quickly.

Read with Bella 🥰

Hay una gran probabilidad de que termine este libro antes de salir de casa hoy jajajaja

Freaky grandma and mystery man are the highlights of this part.

its okay so far.

Sneak reading pages in between parents at the parent teacher meeting.

"And I do nothing but dream every day that at last I shall meet someone. Oh, if only you knew how often I have been in love in that way...."
"How? With whom?..."
"Why, with no one, with an ideal, with the one I dream of in my sleep. I make up regular romances in my dreams. Ah, you don't know me!"