De Anna

“I decided to expect nothing from Buddy Willard. If you expect nothing from somebody you are never disappointed.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

“You know Harpo and Sofia baby girl real sick? he say. Naw, I didn’t, I say. I point to Henrietta in the crowd. There she is over there, I say. She look just fine. Yeah, she look fine, he say, but she got some kind of blood disease. Blood sort of clot up in her veins every once in a while, make her sick as a dog. I don’t think she gon make it, he say.”
― Alice Walker, The Color Purple

“The fear of not living is a deep, abiding dread of watching your own potential decompose into irredeemable disappointment when “should be” gets crushed by what is. Sometimes I think it would be easier to die than to face that, because “what could have been” is much more highly regarded than “what should have been.” Dead kids are put on pedestals, but mentally ill kids get hidden under the rug.”
― Neal Shusterman, Challenger Deep

“Ever since my youth on the receiving end of grown men’s knuckles I’d always wondered how they would die;”
― Joseph Earl Thomas, God Bless You, Otis Spunkmeyer