Is anybody else crying as much as I am?!

[Ellen]

Never, in my whole life, did I ever think that I would be quite as caught up in books as I am right now. I've managed to read both Delirium and Pandemonium in a matter of a couple days and I am a WRECK. I would just start crying at intervals all throughout Delirium. I would just sit and cry as I read. And then I felt like I was hardening up along with Lena while reading Pandemonium UNTIL friggin Raven had to go talking about how one thing must die in order for another to live, while they're killing the rabbit, in reference to Alex. And then I just LOST MY SHIT. I finished reading Pandemonium just two hours ago and my stomach is like aching every time I think about Alex or the ending of Delirium or the end of Pandemonium or any of the heart wrenching events in between. Its AWFUL. :( I'm so anxious for Requiem, I can't stand it.

[Nataly]

I totally agree, I loved Delirium and remember that I at least cried my eyes out at the end, but I'm not sure if I did at other times. I probably did. In Pandemonium, just thinking about Alex, my heart would break a little, but I think the rabbit scene with Raven was when I was a total wreck. Then, I was so shocked at the ending and after some frozen seconds with my mouth hanging open and my eyes wide, I burst into tears. Why? Because we have to wait until next year for Requiem. I was just a mess, screaming out, "WHY DO WE HAVE TO WAIT?! WHY DID LAUREN END IT LIKE THIS?! THIS IS KILLING ME!! I NEED TO KNOW, I NEED TO KNOW!!" Yeah, that wasn't pretty...

[Ellen]

THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I DID. Except not out loud. But I am NOT HAPPY about having to wait. I feel like I'm going to forget details while I'm waiting for it to come out and I do NOT want to have to drag myself through the emotions of rereading them before I read Requiem. It would seriously just be too much for me.

[Emily✨]

I FEEL YOU GIRL
THAT'S EXACTLY HOW I FELT WHEN I FINISHED THIS BOOK LIKE A MONTH AGO. I SCREAMED FOR LIKE AN HOUR. I AM SOOOO MAD REQUIEM DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE 89234798543234234 YEARS!!

[Ellen]

Are all dystopian-themed forbidden love stories like this?! Honestly these are the first of the kind that I've read and I need someone to tell me if they're all like this so I don't read them. I can't handle them hahahahaha

[Emily✨]

haha. don't worry. dystopian books are the BEST and literally no other one has ever been the same or similar to delirium. lauren oliver is just amazing in being able to make you feel so incredibly SAD. and she's also good at leaving the most surprising thing TO THE LAST TWO PAGES. AHH.

[Haylee' Marie]

When I finished the book >DELIRIUM< I cried for FOREVER<3 I was in my room when i finished this book and ALEX DIED (THATS WHAT I THOUGHT BECAUSE I DIDNT READ THE 2ND BOOK YET) I was yelling at the top of my lungs for like 10 MINUTES STRAIGHT...saying random junk like:"WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE...I LOVED HIM AND THIS IS THE END. WHY DID IT NOT HAVE A HAPPY ENDING...ETC." But then I read the second book and i was like LENA you MESSED UP ALEX IS ALIVE..HE CAME BACK FOR YOU AND THE FIRST DAY HE SEES YOU IS LITERALLY UP ANOTHER GUY saying LOVE....THE FORBIDDEN WORD....:( it was sad...COME ON 3RD BOOK

[[deleted user]]

I too felt physically sick to my stomach with the end of Pandemonium. I want her to end up with BOTH Alex and Julian. I am equally in both camps and have a tummy ache just thinking about it.

Leti Del Mar

[Haylee' Marie]

SHE A PLAYER..THATS BAD :O

[[deleted user]]

I hated the end of pandy! And wort of all, none of my friends have read it :( and then I found out when requim is coming out and wanted to pull my hair out! Why Lauren why?!?

[[deleted user]]

Go Alena!!!!

[Haylee' Marie]

TOTALLY GO ALENA!!!!! I can't wait till Requim is comin out just 7 months...thats all :(

IMA DIE HURRY UP PLEASE!!

[[deleted user]]

Haylee' Marie wrote: "TOTALLY GO ALENA!!!!! I can't wait till Requim is comin out just 7 months...thats all :(

IMA DIE HURRY UP PLEASE!!"

Yes!!!!!! This book better come out sooner!!!!!!!!!!!! Or at least a snak peak!!!!!!! Why Lauren why?!?!?

[[deleted user]]

When I finished delirium I was sobbing I couldn't belive it I was screaming HES DEAD HES DEAD!!!!! Then I calmed down and cried some more. Then as I started reading pandy and I relized he wasn't dead there was no way Lauren would kill him off and was waiting to for him to reappear. Then the frigging rabbit scene came with raven and I bawled, and afterward cursed raven for thinking like and telling Lena. Then wen Julian came into the picture, and I mentally swore Lena out every time she kissed him. As soon as raven said someone escaped from Portland, I knew it was alex. On the the last page I was screaming and kicking and sobbing, cursing Lena for being so stupid. then I calmed down and sobbed into my pillow. The next day I found out wen requim comes out and literally had a hissy fit.