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[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

^-^ yep. I don't really have anyone to talk to, so I sort of toil around in my depressing secrets, sort of like acidic mental corruption from the inside out. :) *sigh*

[Celine☆]

That's aweful. I'm so sorry, boo. *hug* :'(

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

*huggles* ^_^ I blame teenager horomones and personal defectiveness. I'll probably be back to my usual 'pose-smile' state soon.

[Bad Wolf]

Do you keep a journal? That helps me a lot.

[Celine☆]

Pft. No such thing as 'personal defectiveness'.

And, well, whatever works, hey? Watch some asdf and feel better. ^.^

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

Yeah. I sort of burned out all my options.
-lil' brother has complete control of video games
-the music I like is all '''''' .... thought-confining...=back to square 1
-writing leads to thinking. Thinking is bad.
-etc.

[Celine☆]

Draw! That's what I do. Whether ur good at it or not. It's like playing music, expressive and absorbing.

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ...Céline... Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ wrote: "Pft. No such thing as 'personal defectiveness'.

And, well, whatever works, hey? Watch some asdf and feel better. ^.^"

Meh. Starting to think I'm manic-depressed or whatever. >:d I already have a mental disease I take meds for. *rolls eyes* they annoy me.

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ ...Céline... Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ wrote: "Pft. No such thing as 'personal defectiveness'.

And, well, whatever works, hey? Watch some asdf and feel better. ^.^"

Meh. Starting to think I'm manic-depressed or whatever. >:d I already have a mental disease I take meds for. *rolls eyes* they annoy me.

[Bad Wolf]

Sowwy. :( What disease is it, of you're comfortable telling me?

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

ADHD, common I know, but it's bad enough case to have meds I guess. I don't really mind it, thats not my main problem.

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

Better now. >-< sozzy guyses

[Celine☆]

It's no prob, boo!!! I can't say I have mental trouble, but I take meds for internal issues. I took some tests that usually old (OLD) people take for stomach problems. :P I can relate that way. Sometimes you just gotta talk, I get it. ^.^

[Bad Wolf]

Ouch. That sounds painful.

[Celine☆]

Not when I take my meds! ^.^ It was really bad before I got them (I got them maybe... Four months ago?). I couldn't run to my barn without burning up. Now I hardly get it anymore, unless I skip a pill. Then it sucks for DAYS. :/

[Bad Wolf]

OW. That doesn't sound good. whatsoever.

[Celine☆]

It's not too bad, honestly. Not anymore. It's sad, though, lol. I was reading my diary from six years ago the other day. I was nine, and writing angrily about a 'horrible burning sensation crawling through my chest and up my throat' (I had a way with words, didn't I? ;) ) Now I hardly notice it.

[Bad Wolf]

lol glad its better. When I was nine..... hmm, what was going on ...

[Celine☆]

Don't ask me... I dunno. ¤_¤

[Bad Wolf]

oh yeah. I was depressed cause ny dad had to move out that year.

[Celine☆]

:( Aw. I guess you parents are divorced? My grandparents divorced when my mum was little, all her stories are sad. My we're a sad lot, aren't we? :(

[Bad Wolf]

no, they're not divorced.... at least not yet. He had to move away that year so he could finally gt another job.

[Celine☆]

OH so he's got one of those jobs. My dad was gone for six weeks and I nearly died missing him. I couldn't imagine him having to move out for work.

[Bad Wolf]

I had a bunch of nightmares. the bright side was that mom didn't shout at me as much, and I didn't have to listen to them fight that often.

[Celine☆]

:( my parents have a pretty good relationship, so I can't complain about that. I do know a LOT about nightmares, though. I've had one nearly every night my entire life, even when I was really little. If not nightmares, they're just creepy and scary. During my whole 'stomach issue' I kept dreaming about horrible things I don't want to talk about. It's amazing how your dreams can reflect your life.

[Bad Wolf]

YAY! I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE!! All of my friends think I'm crazy and emo cause all I have are nightmares but now I know it's NORMAL!

[Celine☆]

GEEZE I'm glad you consider me the scale of NORMAL. XD but yeah, I get way more nightmares than my friends. And they're horrible. I feel for you homie!

[Bad Wolf]

lol mine are always in the fantasy realm.... trees that eat my brother.... nymphs ripping apart my flesh.... picked gouging out my eyes..... faeries lighting me on fire.....

[Bad Wolf]

I meant pixies, not picked.

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

._. wonderland.

[Bad Wolf]

lol

[Celine☆]

Wow....

Mine are usually... uhm... Swimming in muddy water and having dead bodies all around me, stepping on dead people's faces, coughing up blood all over, my sister's exorsism, head's in pails hanging from the ceiling of a basement where 'creatures' live, etc.

[Bad Wolf]

that sounds horrific.

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

Muddy water in a dream? that symbolizes death!

[Celine☆]

I woke up sobbing from a few murders. But otherwise, meh. Normal for me. Oh yeah, one time I dreamed my sister was annoying me so bad I sat up in bed to strangle her. XD Sisterly love.

[Beck (formerly Boo), LOKI AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!! (nothing else matters anymore)]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UcGg8G... Wonderland.

[Celine☆]

Boo *Marvel Fan!* wrote: "Muddy water in a dream? that symbolizes death!"


Really? Well there were dead people in the water...

[Celine☆]

Sozzy chums, gtg. :) cu, have a better day tomorrow!

[Bad Wolf]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[Celine☆]

^.^ aw

[Kat (Lost in Neverland)]

It's official; my family's getting a puppy tomorrow. :D

[Celine☆]

OMG!!! SERIOUSLY?!

[Kat (Lost in Neverland)]

Yes! We have one dog right now, and our other one passed away a couple months ago. We're going to rescue the new puppy from a German Shepherd dog rescue, where his sister and mother were found in poor condition about to be euthanized.
Today they went to the vet and got a clean bill of health so my dad's gonna drive down to the foster parent's house and pick him up. We're planning on naming him Jannick, which is German for 'victory' I think. :P

[Celine☆]

YAY! Jannick, that's a cool name. Nickolas means 'victory to the people', so JaNICK sounds about right. :P I had a German Shepard a couple years ago. Best dog we've ever had.

[Kat (Lost in Neverland)]

They really are the best breed of dogs. :)



That's him! ^.^

[Celine☆]

X.X The cuteness burns. I can't believe that's your dog. Omg. I can't stop staring at him!!! :'D

[Kat (Lost in Neverland)]

I know, he's adorable! :D
We haven't met him yet. That was taken four weeks ago by his foster parents.

Here's another;



He's really little in both photos. He's older now but still adorable.

[Celine☆]

ERRR HE'S SO FLUFFY! I want a puppy now! XD

[Kat (Lost in Neverland)]

Hahaha! :)

[Celine☆]

Actually... I might be getting one. When, how, or why is still uncertain - but the possibility remains. :)