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Sep 03, 2012 10:55AM

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And he grabs me, he has my by my heart
He doesn't mind I have a Las Vegas past

Like we even had a friendship. If I was worth her time she'd talk to me instead of saying, I'll pos..."
Whitneeeeeeeee you always say things like that! And it's not true! No more pity-partying, okay?! We do not all hate you and you are worth people's time!
«£ënπie» wrote: "Whitnee [beast 02] wrote: "Jahlia ((thing 10 Evil 1)) wrote: "@whitnee I'm sorry. I hope this doesn't end your friendship."
Like we even had a friendship. If I was worth her time she'd talk to me ..."
I screwed up. Like really badly because of this stupid weekend. All this stress I'm going through. I really think I need to leave gr. cuz right now, I'm sick, in my bed, crying, over the fact that I messed up.
Like we even had a friendship. If I was worth her time she'd talk to me ..."
I screwed up. Like really badly because of this stupid weekend. All this stress I'm going through. I really think I need to leave gr. cuz right now, I'm sick, in my bed, crying, over the fact that I messed up.

Like we even had a friendship. If I was worth her time ..."
Hey, it helped me. I was starting to take things wayyy too seriously so I left and now I'm much better. And I don't feel like I need to check gr all day long.
I just want to scream right now. I feel like such a dumbass. Like a major dimbass because I should have waited. But I'm such an impatient pile of poopy that I mess everything up.

White bikini off with my red nail polish
Watch me in the swimming pool bright blue ripples you
That's not what I meant. :/ off-ish.

I'm your little scarlet starlet singing in the garden
Kiss me on my open mouth
Anyone here a Poets of the Fall fan?

Fumes, says it feels like heaven to him
^^She's not being dirty there, is she?

First of all, I know I said I would be taking a break, and yes, I am, but that's mostly a break from roleplaying. That doesn't mean I wont be checking every now and then to see how everyone is doing. And after reading those last few pages.... I feel a need to say something.
I may not have known all the people that have left, but seeing how it is effecting the people I do know... it's breaking my heart :( I don't want people to feel bad for absences and people leaving permanently, and to be honest, I know how it feels to loose a friend on Goodreads, it's happened to me plenty of times. But lets face it guys, and not to be mean but.... we all can't stay on Goodreads forever. Not really. One way or another, life is going to catch up with us, and tear us away from it, no matter how hard we try to stay.
A few years ago, I actually left Goodreads, and I actually planned on staying away permanently. But what with real life, and wanting to get away from it, Goodreads is my comfort, it's a world I can go to and not worry about my real life, and things going on around me. Despite that, I also know Goodreads can cause me to lose myself in fantasy, and not see the stuff going on in real life, like with my family, and my friends, and more importantly my religion.
If it helps.... you shouldn't think of people leaving as a bad thing. You should be happy actually, that people leave. Why? Because it just means that, even without Goodreads, they can live a long, and happy life, in the real world. I know I probably sound like a jerk, but lets face it; the people who left probably made a good choice. Their own choice. There are so many good things about Goodreads, so many good people and awesome friends. And it was just as hard on them for leaving all that behind. But there will come a time when everyone who does roleplays on Goodreads... it'll just be a thing of the past.
That doesn't mean it's bad though. It's a good past, a good memory. And to be honest, I'm glad I chose to come back to Goodreads, because this group, as well as all the other groups I am in... everyone is so awesome, and loving, and kind... the thought of one day never seeing that again is kind of sad. But, like it was stated before, we can still stay connected. There's email, there's facebook, myspace, twitter.... There's not reason to be sad about people leaving guys. Whether they come back or not.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just babbling. But I felt I needed to say something. So, I've said it. It's just the way I feel. Like I said... my two week break wont be permanent. I just need a break from the awesome amount of roleplaying, though I really do love all my roleplays, and all the people involved. So.... yeah.

*Shrug* Well I guess I really can't do anything about that, or make your change your mind. To be honest, I just felt I needed to say what was on my mind about all of this. Everyone has a selfish side, even me. So... I guess I can't really blame, or judge you for that. It's your choice I guess. No one can make you happy except yourself. Not really anyways.
I don't know about y'all but today seems like its gettin better. :)

=) Yay!
@Jahila I loved the punch thing.
Back on.Got new shoes.

One of my sister's love watermelon.=)
"We are worried about you. We don't want you to go." True of false?..........
Eternal Werecat Queen wrote: "Time to go fry some chicken. My post will be sporadic at best well I'm at work"

Ok... I was just asking
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