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[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Not like "oh total cute let's kill ourselves together" but like same time, both in their dorms, both in the same fashion. Identical thoughts. Two gunshots at the same time. Two dead men.

I feel the same way with Felix. What exactly do you mean by botched?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: It would fail. Someone would find him, bust down the door. He would miss. Something like that.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Ah. Now, I feel as if Felix's wouldn't be botched.

Felix: Here's a great idea: let's stop dismissing my death! Yeah? Cool?

Evander: No, no, I'm intrigued.

Me: Idunno. Do you see what I mean in that Felix is now a very repetitive character?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I do. And to be honest, it bugs me. XD

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Its been bugging me for a while.

So I have a proposition.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Oh? Do tell.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Felix has a conversation with Harper. She would of course be very worried and upset with him. He mentions something about suicide and she absolutely goes beserk. He passes it off as nothing, and even agrees to more pills. Then, he either sneaks in and takes the entire bottle of pills, or gets a gun from somewhere. The first is more logical, but the second is more poetic. He then proceeds to have a dream with/of Ruby. What could have been. Teenagers, older, happier, in love and without a single worry. He wakes up in a sweat, all but crying, and then that's the night he kills himself.

If he does it through pills, Harper comes in the next morning to distribute pills (after they suspiciously disappeared she had to restock them) and finds him, probably with a letter of sorts.

If he manages a gun, we can then tie in Raven. He, too, attempts to kill himself. The two boys who are in a way identical both face gunpoint. One misses. One doesn't.

We can include the Raven thing or not with the gun one. But then Harper comes sprinting at the sound of the gun and finds her worst nightmare.

Felix: ...

Me: I guess it was like two propositions.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Um, yes, except there's one problem with the whole "sprinting at the sound of the shot."

Harper can't hear.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: FUCK WOW I'M BAD AT EVERYTHING TONIGHT.

Okay. Um. Something else sends her checking on her little Felix. Mother's instinct? Someone texting her (like a mass group text) about a supposed suicide?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Maybe.

Raven: Suicide, though. It's very anticlimactic. Kind of defeats the purpose of my torture in the first place. What was the point of that wonderful day if I won't get to see my promise through?

Me: Raven, go to sleep. You'll feel better in the morning. We all will.

Raven: No, no. I mean it. I promised I'd kill that boy, puppetmaster. Iso. And I don't break my promises.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: But then that's not helping you at all that's making you worse.

I think our consensus is that Felix is facing his death very soon, be it through Raven or through suicide.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Yes. And if we don't do something fast--find him a bottle, fix the family, something--Raven will be looking at much the same thing.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Its scary how similar they have become.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Terrifying.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I regret being up until 3 AM I'm so exhausted and I have practice :c It was nice, though, I haven't spoken to Hope just on a personal level I'm a long while c:

Practice is over at 12 so I should be home soon after, in which we can begin the death process of Felix Newbury.

Felix: ):

Me: Yeah I know. I'm really sad about it too.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I had a practice that wasn't mandatory and I got sick so I didn't go.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: LUCKY.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I KNOW.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: My practices are all mandatory. 103° fever? Go to practice.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: This was a practice for people that don't have enough for the game tomorrow, so not mandatory.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Lucky :c

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: :3

I'm loving Rosie right now. I don't know why, but I am.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Some part of me wonders just how much damage our psycho lovers could do to a person, working together. Working like this.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I've wondered this before too. Would that even help? I wonder...

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I, personally, think that Raven might just scare her off. Remember how creeped out Rosemarie was in the infirmary? Raven is like how he was there, only ten billion times worse.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Honestly, Rosie's a little freaked out herself. She's not really acting like herself right now because, she misses Raven and is worried like crazy about where the hell he could be and two, her daughter is a mental mess and she doesn't exactly know why. That scares the shit out of her, and she's sort of wearing thin because she's trying to be there for Morgan and calm her, but no one's there to help calm her now. She's about watching her family tear apart around her and its taking a toll. So I don't know if he would actually scare her off.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: The problem that we keep running into, though, is that Raven hurt Morgan. It's not Felix Rosemarie wants to be cutting, it's him. And we can't get around that.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I know, and I don't know how we can work around it. She can't not know, their relationship doesn't work like that, and all she really wants to do is just that person and keep hitting until
She physically can't hit anymore. If she does that, he'a not just gonna stand there and allow it, he's going to fight back. Not only that, but she will feel so much more guilty than she did in the file room for hurting him like that.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Well, maybe it's an option. Maybe he would sit there and take it. He's not exactly himself either, you know. Hell, he might not even be angry with her afterwards, depending on the situation at hand before the beatdown.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Maybe because he is contemplating suicide, so he'd probably even welcome her blows... Do we dare try it?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: We certainly could.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Okay but let us go over it some. I can't RP just yet, especially not this one while I'm painting my room.

How long has it been? Right after she attack Felix? Weeks after?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Twenty-four hours after.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Good because if she goes too much longer without seeing him at all she's going to absolutely lose her mind.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: In my head, this is how it goes. Exactly one day after she attacks Felix, Rosemarie finds out somehow that Raven was the one who hurt Morgan. Hell, he could be the one to tell her himself. The scene is like this:

Raven is in his dorm. Depending on which path we go with, Rosemarie either goes to visit him and finally gets lucky or goes knowing that she wants to kill him. Either way, the result would be the exact same. His little inadá becomes livid, murderously enraged. You give me time for one response post, and then the attack begins. The only limit is that she cannot kill him. Broken bones, sprained joints, stab wounds, head trauma--everything else I'm absolutely okay with.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I had a nearly identical plan in my head (this is starting to scare me how much we think alike). She goes to his room like she does every night, finds him, and lets out about Morgan. At first she won't believe it until she remembers how Morgan kept saying that Daddy lied to her. She'll be murderously enraged and she'll just start to blindly attack him. There will probably be more verbal abuse than physical abuse. On top of that, they're locked in his dorm together for the night. I'm think Rosemarie will just become so exhausted both mentally and physically that she just collapsed onto Raven, sobbing and soon passes out.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: No, she needs to leave him. If he wakes up and she's there, crying, it will ruin the entire thing because that will make him mad. I was actually thinking that as she finally stops seeing red, she realizes that he's bleeding and unconscious and that she could have killed him, so she panics and runs out screaming for help.

Also, I kind of want her to find out about Morgan on her own. Maybe she can piece it together herself? It will make my posts better--gives me the opportunity for more stinger lines.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I was thinking when he wakes up she'll be blacked out. She won't be crying.

I'm not sure she could do that, not on her own without one more little clue. Perhaps he asks how Morgan is or she's mentioned in some way and he reacts poorly to it.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: The same thing applies. When he wakes up, it needs to be in the infirmary and he needs to be alone.

I don't want that to happen, though! It ruins my epic post idea! XD

But perhaps I could incorporate one quesrion. Maybe. I'd rather not, but I could if I had to.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Okay, she'll run out, then.

Yes she just needs one more clue, just one little question and then that's all she needs.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: All right. I can do that. Now, I certainly hope that Rosemarie will be his first visitor. How does she react to what occurs?

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: It might be two long posts on you instead of one. I'm not sure.

She'll be messed up. Incredibly guilty, still confused about Morgan and why he would do something like that to their baby, but mostly angry and horrified with herself for hurting him.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I have one problem with that. She needs to get all of her anger out during the beatdown. That's why I'm allowing it to happen.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: She won't be angry at him at all, she'll be angry or upset with herself because of what she did to him.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I'm saying that everything bad that she's feeling must be purged. The anger, the confusion, the uncertainty. Everything. Otherwise, I guarantee you that this will not work.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Hmmmm. Okay. i see. This attack will be a cleansing ritual as well.

Almost done painting then we can start.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Yes. Raven will give her one chance. If she screws it up, I'm telling you now that she will never get another one again.

Wonderful.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: The character that screws up the most, of course. LOL

Are you posting first in the dorm?

I also think that if we want to do it, the infirmary is where they would talk everything out.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: You mean where she apologies and such? Because, again, there can be no lingering traces of anger or confusion or anything over the incident. If Raven does this, it's because he intends to be able to have his family mostly back together afterwards. If Raven does this, the only person out of the three of them who is allowed to still have negative feelings is Morgan. There cannot be exceptions.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Still, she would apologize for harming him. Would he be okay with that? She's the reason he'a in there.