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[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I'm really hoping that was a typo, Hope. O.O

Faith, read the peach tree. He's gone. Demon Raven has replaced him.

Iso, I don't think I'll reply to the hallway today. As much as I love them, I'm so tired and I attempted to reply in the library, and it didn't go well.

Hope, tomorrow I wi try to perhaps edit the library post?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: It was not, good Silvy. I meant what I said.

Good night, dear. You may edit the post tomorrow if you wish to, I don't mind either way.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Is everyone going to bed?

Oh dear. :)

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: *:(

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Oh, thank Ra! I was about to say! *lets out breath*

I will be, soon. I'm up for just a bit longer, though. I find this matter to be very pressing.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Which matter?

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: The matter of psycho-Raven.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Yes, I'm finding this to be very disturbing. I'm honestly a little bit scared.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Phoenix: See, now, this is what happens when she tries to top herself.

Me: Sadism can get bad. It can get very bad. Especially in inopportune environments, which St. Peter's certainly is. Being as it is, the asylum does nothing except for stoke Raven's negative behavior and fuel his desire to do harm. He's surrounded by people he hates in a very unstable world--and you must keep in mind that he recently underwent a psychological breakdown during which he tried to murder his only friend. Keep that in mind, I ask you. His only. Friend. Besides Rosemarie, Nathan Adair literally has no one. Absolutely no one. It can be very stressful and damaging, trying to hold one's own in an environment like one that is created in the asylum, especially when lacking support from others.

This outburst is a product of all that, accumulating, building and building and building and finally bursting free in one brutal, violent wave.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Oh my god. :/ I thought that had something to do with that, but I also thought it stemmed from the same thing as on the night of the fire; Anna, and losing her. I knew he was still not exactly in his right mind since almost losing Rosemarie, but all of this combined is making him so much worse. D:

Wait, he doesn't have Morgan? Wouldn't Morgan count at all for him?

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I think after this, Felix might be interesting to stick with Rosemarie.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: With Rosemarie? Oh, yes, I understand what you mean now. XD I thought you meant as friendship and I was like "Huh? That wouldn't work!"

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Oh, it does. Of course it does. That's what started the ball rolling, but it is no longer the central issue in his life. He doesn't live in Oklahoma anymore, after all. The central issue in his life now is surviving the asylum.

She is not a support. Rather, he must support and protect her. She can't really provide stability for him, being so young.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: That's partly why I love Raven. You'd never think that he is so tortured all the time, but he really is. Ugh.
Rosemarie: I hate this. I hate this so much. I can't even friggen help him and I hate it. >.<

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Raven is my favourite.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Mine too. There's so much to him, and I love it.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: As I have said before, he is my magnum opus.

Main show, anyone? Do we have an audience?

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: And no, Silvy, not as friends. As just the opposite. As enemies. But after Rosemarie, Felix needs a break and some intense medication.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Yes. I can't stay up for too much longer, though, mind you.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I didn't mean tonight. Raven isn't quite done yet.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: I'm going to post one more time, and then I have to go to bed.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I was talking to Hope. XD

Okay. She hasn't played a game in such a long time, she's itching to do so.

Did you see that I won't post in the hall until tomorrow? I will in the afternoon when my brain is not so tired.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Okay to both of you c: I should hit the sack soon as well.

But Felix will be like shattered already so she should probably play mostly mind games. Unless he's feeling spiteful and says something about her "psychotic fucking boyfriend" in which I'm assuming she'll go after him regardless of how injured he already is.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I was already thinking that she would just play mind games. Yes, if he so much as utters Raven's name, she would assault him. She just got him back, and would be extremely sensitive to anything negatively said about her boyfriend. Even more than before. XD

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: That's not him anymore, though. He'd stay quiet and blame himself.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: You said in case he was feisty. XD If he was feeling feisty, then yes, she would attack him immediately and purposely make his earlier injuries worse and then some. If it's possible.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Unlikely c; Originally I was like "Oh Felix will totally hate Raven and all" but then I remembered oh, he's broken.

What Hope said was true though. Felix is a better character broken than he's been before.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Then again, he's mostly the reason why she can't be with Raven right now, and that will make her downright pissed. She would probably attack him anyways, but mind games first, of course. :3

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Aww my poor baby :c He needs a fluffy bed and some nice medication.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Yeah he does. Mostly, he needs his knife. :(

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Well that's a goner.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: That's a shame. :(

I will read peach tree post, then bed. Night.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Same. Night.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Do you know what? Perhaps I shall grant some leniency. Does Felix dream, Iso? Does he dream deeply? Perhaps he could spend a night with Ruby.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: Oh my god so I don't know how I feel about that. It would be great but it wouldn't and he'd be even more of a mess when he woke up but it'd be with it and cute and oh man decisions.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: They are very difficult to make, aren't they?

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Oh my god, that post. This is so sad and scary and Raven, oh my god, Raven. O.o

Night.

[Annie, Have no fear of perfection-- you'll never reach it.]

Me: I shall dwell on it and tell to tomorrow. And also I am tired for a long-spewed reply so I shall post at the peach tree tomorrow. Night all!

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Goodnight, then. See you all.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: It is a good feeling, to get home from school knowing that you did the maximum amount of work there so as to not have any of it to do at home.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: AWESOME~

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Hello, Silvy.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: Hai

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Did we decide that you were going to edit your library post?

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Ne: I can try to, yes! Sorry, I'm slow posting, starting facebook.

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: Oh my God, Facebook. *sigh*

Okay, so I had the weirdest...dream-thing about Raven and Morgan and Rosie and Jason.

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: I'm liking it. :)

Tell!

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: It was so strange I can't even.

All right, so it starts with Raven out in the graveyard. He has been staking out there for roughly a day with Felix's knife, all psychotic, and Morgan shows up because she was becoming worried over the fact that she hasn't seen him for a while and wants to know what's going on. Raven, as is to be expected, is absolutely terrifying, and after he nearly attacks her she runs back to the asylum to find Rosemarie and tell her that the reason they haven't seen him in a few days is because he's given in to some really dark part of him. Rosemarie, remembering the last time this occurs, panics and runs to see if she can help, but she's very cautious and she can't really make a dent in his chaotic state of mind, and so she, wanting to preserve the stability they've finally gotten back, also retreats on the grounds that she knows it will probably wear off in a few days and she can come to the graveyard to check on him periodically or something.

Shortly thereafter, along comes Jason.

He'd come out to the graveyard looking for some peace and quiet, maybe an animal or two to torture, something to that effect. But what he encounters, as we all know, is not a pleasant night out but psycho-Raven; and it's really weird what happens next. Somehow (I haven't got details figured out) the two of them get into a kind of fight. It's either because Raven goads Jason into it or because Jason is so worried about what will happen if he stays out with someone that out of his mind that he attacks Raven, one of the two. Either way, they start fighting, and the ending blow of this fight is when Jason yanks the ring off of Raven's finger and jumps back with it.

What happens next is really, really strange. Raven has a very short psychological meltdown over the fact that Jason now has his ring in his hand. He's almost panicking, and there's this really strange combination of fury and fear that takes him over as he half-begs half-demands that Jason give it back. The weird part is that it regresses him to a completely childish give-it-back-and-I'll-do-what-you say state of mind, it's almost as if he's been hypnotized he's acting so differently from before. And Jason takes on this almost fatherly role as he tries to convince Raven to walk back to the asylum with him. I have all their dialogue planned out, and it's so strange to see them both in such unusual roles (considering their character types.)

I mean, Raven is literally freaking out, the same way a ten-year-old might when his parents threaten to toss his favorite toy or whatever because he's become too old for it. All his calculating, murdering psychopath is gone. His high is gone. He just becomes this entirely desperate figure who's seesawing back and forth from terror to anger to panic, over and over and over again, because the only thing that's on his mind is how he did the exact same thing to Felix a day ago, and he's terrified that Jason is trying to do the same thing to him.

But he's not. Jason just adopts this weirdly calm, reassuring persona as he tries to coax Raven back to the building so that he can be sedated and calm down. He's actually worried about him. And Raven is protesting feebly, in the way that children do when confronted with having to do something they don't like, but Jason doesn't even get mad. He just talks it out like a father or some other reasonable authority figure would, saying that it's all right, he'll get his ring back if he does what he needs to do, things like that. It's so strange, because it's so unlike him and them. I swear, every time Raven has a breakdown they move closer and closer to some odd sort of friendship. Like Jason is sort of mentoring Raven through the episodes and psychopathy, because his problems started when he was fourteen and Raven's didn't start until he was nearly seventeen.

So that's it. Sorry it took so long to type. What do you think?

[*~Silvypoo~* (Chaser of Artemis), Life's a dance, you learn as you go.]

Me: That is insane, strange, a little bit scary, completely believable, and just plain awesome!!!!!

[Hope , I belong here more than they do.]

Me: That entire thing happened in my head earlier. I just had to share it. XD