MJ_Lover && Ruby

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He got up for math

she walked to him

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lilly made her way to maths'

Zan smiled at her and puring in the soy milk into the coffee

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He looked up at Lilly

she smiled and took it "Thanks Zan." she kissed his cheek

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lilly looked to him but didnt meet his eyes, she nodded and sat in ehr seat

Zan smiled and handed ehr the coffee "anytime darl"

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He sighed and looked ahead

she smiled and sipped her coffee

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lilly got her books out

Zan sipped his

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He did some maths work.

She washed her cup after finishing

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Lilly did her maths but her mid was on alex...again

Zan washed his with her and then splashed ehr gently, chuckling

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He glanced back at Lilly

she laughed splashing him back. (should we skip a few weeks?)

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(( Sure :D How about Zan and Natlia have started kissing...and maybe...LIlly and Alex are in his room working right now and then they kiss??))

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((yeah okay))

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Zan leaned over and kissed Natalia softly, he loved the time he spent eith ehr like this. he held her close to him

Lilly explaoined hte question again but differently "do you get it now?"

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Natalia wrapped her arms around his neck, kissing him softly. She knew it was very wrong but she couldn't help herself. Shw couldn't help but feel that he wasn't her dad after all.

He looked at her "Yeah I did." he said softly

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Zan rubbed ehr back as he kissed ehr softly but deeply

LIlly smiled "good" she looked at him and bit ehr lip, she suddenyl realised how close they were, they were inchs apart from kissing and she was leaning over him slightly from when she was showing him. SHe flushed slightly

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She moaned softly kissing him deeply

he looked at her and leaned closer, brushing their lips together

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She moaned softly kissing him deeply

he looked at her and leaned closer, brushing their lips together

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Zan pressed closer to her kissing her deeer

LIlly closed ehr eyes, the room felt alive and she parted ehr lips slightly her cheeks going brighter, when his lips had brushed hers she felt like she had been shocked, and she liked it

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She pulled away after a while, blushing.

He gently kissed her lips, adjusting them against hers.

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She pulled away after a while, blushing.

He gently kissed her lips, adjusting them against hers.

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Zan stroked ehr cheek, smilign at her, he kissed ehr nose gently

LIlly moved so she could press closer to him, kissing him back softly

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She smiled a bit at him. "Its wrong but it feels so right." she leaned on him. "Ive never felt this way before Zan."

he kissed her for a moment blushing

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lilly kissed him back, she liked how his lips fewlt on hers like they were made for hers

Zan smiled "I have never felt like this either....Not even with your mother" he whispered

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He pulled away after a bit blushing

She smiled "Thanks."

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Lilly blushed and looked down

Zan smiled and kisse dher softly again

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He looked down too

she kissed him again

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Lilly looked back up and touched his cheek "what was that for she asked ever so softly

Zn held ehr closer

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He blushed more, thinking she didn't like it "Sorry.."

she cupped his face in her hands kissing her sweetly

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"Dont be sorry" she whispered "Im glad you did" she said softly

Zan held ehr body close agsitn his, kissing her passaiontly

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"Really?" he said "Because I really like you a lot but my dad will kill me."

she kissed him more. She wanted him badly but she knew it was wrong.

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((Last post,g2g))

Lilly nodded "I really like you too but my mum and dad would kill me!"

Zan ran his ahnds down her sides

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((AWW NOOO))

"Why would your dad kill you?"

she pulled him closer

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Lilly bit her lip "Shit....i havnt told you" she put her head in ehr hands

Zan kissed her passaionatly

((Lolz sorry dalring, this is my last))

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"Told me what?" he asked wondering

she pulled away again, smiling "I think that's enough."

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Lilly bit her lip "I....have a huge sercret" she whispered.

Zan smild "If you say so" she whispered

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"What is it?"

she smiled at him

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Lilly bit her lip harder "If i tell you....you have to promise not to tell anyone"

Zan stroked her cheek

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"You don't have to tell me.. But I won't tell anyone."

she stayed close to him

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Lilly looked at him and then looked down, she began her story "My father...and mother did this yes. My father....he...abuses me...my mother does too" She felt tears spring to her eyes "it started when i was a baby. I was beaten up...Alot....But once i started to matur it started to become sexual and physical. If i didnt please him like he wanted me to he would beat me. If He was drunk and i didnt do what he wanted me to he would beat me and rape me. As i got older My mother started to do drugs. It was only after a few weeks that she started it when she started to help my father. She would buy sex toys...whips....and many otehr things. The older i go the harder the punishment and the worse the raping. Im lucky im not pregnant. It started on a weekly basis the arpings and then they became twic a week then it was everynight and thenit was at least 5 times a day. I Have tried to take my life once. And i have tried to find help....i had a close friend who i told only to be left helpless again. She ran off...disowned me...I was alone again and still enduring rapings. The physical stuff then subsided but when he did lash out god was it hard" tears were rolling down her cheeks "Now...all he ever does it pleasure himself by useing me...the physical stuff is now only once a week but...the rpaings...are now at least by the hour.... whn im not here" she shuddered "its horrible..." she wispered before, moving the sheets slightly to expose a difuguring scar, just bellow her belly button. lilly closed her eyes and she felt a tear roll down her cheek. "I got that when i tried to fight back. My mother gave him a butchers knife. he slashed me...i nearly died..." And then showed him her wrists "and some days lead to this...Slicing deep into my wrists hoping to end my life...." She had now looked up at him and tears were rolling fast down her cheeks. Lilly suddenly went out of it and she was sudenly back in the morning

"Lilly" He said walking into my room. I bolted up right. I was in bed. It was very early, around 4 am. I looked at him. He smiled at me... but something about that smile... I knew he was drunk and what was about to happen. He came over to me and I screamed and crawled away. My mother came in then she had a box. I screamed again. It was his 'toy box' really. I knew I was going to be tortured. He grabbed for me and slapped her across the face hard and started to shed my clothes while my mother pull the ropes through lopes and stuff so I would be suspended above the ground. The tied me up and then my dad raped and beat m, used all sorts of things on me. I was still screaming whilst it happened, tears rolling down my cheeks. An hour later he left and I was on my bed, bleeding and sore. He had used the whip and my back was bleeding. I sobbed into my pillow. The time couldn’t have gone any slower. I wanted to be at school... safe.

A whimper escaped her lips and she came back to the present, sobbing her heart out

Zan strocked her hair

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He listened. "...Oh." he said with a face. "Thats disturbing. But you're eighteen. You don't have to live with him anymore. And I'm glad your mother changed."

She smiled happily "So what are we doing today?"

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"I still have to see him, he has rights....." she whispered. put her head in her hands

"Anything you want to" he smiled tapping her nose

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"No he doesn't! You can get him arrested. Did you know that?"

she giggled "I don't know."

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Lilly shook ehr head "Not when he is head cheif" she said softly

Zan laughed "well when ya do let me kow"

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"Not in this town." he grinned "Come. Let's do this. You're not going back to him ever again."

she took his hand "What do you want to do?"

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"You dot understand, he will get away with it, everyone knows him and loves him! Not one person in the country in law doesnt know who he is!" she touched is cheek "and then he will get away with it ill cop it worse and he could kill you" she whispered "and i cant do that to you"

"Spend the day with you" he chuckled

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He shook his head "Its not like that Lilly. He won't get away with it. We can take him to court, and we have your mother as a witness. And you must have evidence. And even if it doesn't work out, you're legally an adult and you can make your own choices."

she smiled "And do what."

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"Mum used to help you know" she said softly, "and im not puting our family in danger! Alex i cant do that!" he whisperd, stroking his cheek.

"anything" he whispered

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"Youre NOT. He'll go to jail." he sighed

she smiled slightly. "Like what?"

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"I a and he wont!" LIlly sighed to "Listen can we talk about this problem later?" she asked him softly

"I dont know" he chuckled

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"nothing will come from talking." he sighed

she kissed his cheek "You sure?"

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"can we please talk about our other problem now...." she whispered shakily.

Zan nodded "IM sure i dont know"