MJ_Lover && Ruby

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LIlly looked down, blushing deeper

Zan smiled "Sure" he said soflty "Ill just go and change" he said once he finished cleaning and then went up to his room

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He got up "Sooo..."

she went up and put on her bathing suit and went downstairs

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" I shall leave you too it" she asked softly

Zan was downstairs already sitting at the ede of the pool in boardshorts

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"Oh okay. I was going out with Jake today, wanna come?"

She stole a quick lool at him before diving into the pool.

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"Uh....I dont know...ill probably be the third person" she said softly "And i dont want to be a problem to you boys.

Zan watched her dive in the dived in after her

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"Nah you won't. Plus I think he likes you.."

she smiled and surfaced, smiling at him.

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LIlly shook her head "Not likely" she said softly. She liked the idea of hanging with (i forget his name) but not jake "ANd of course i will" she said "Ill always get in the way when it comes to tight friends...that probably why i dont have any"

Zan smiled at her "wanna race?" he askedher, treading water over to her

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((me too))

he shrugged "Oookay."

she smiled "Youre on."

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((LOLZ im watching beauty and the beast lolz))

Lilly smiled at him though it didnt touch ehr eyes, her eyes actually looked slightly haunted and glassed over as a thought had passed her mind "Have fun" she said sofrlt ybefore turning for the door

Zan chuckled and swam to the end, waiting for her

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"Bye." he said watching her leave

she swam by him. "Okay... Gooo." she swam

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Lilly walked to her room and lay on her bed, holding back tears as the last two nights flashed before her eyes.

Zan took off and swam too

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He went outside

they tied the race

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LIlly burst into sobs and whimpered as she relived the torturing.

Zan took a deep breath and smiled at her "Your a good swimmer" he smiled

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He met up with Jake

she smiled "Thanks. So are you." she hugged him.

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Zan hugged her close, smiling "Do you swim for school Nstalia?" heasked ehr and he hugged her

LIlly wished her dad would not see her anymore, that he would go away and leave her alone. She wanted to be normal and as she realised she also felt somthing for Alex she just wanted to die

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"Yeah I'm on the swim team." she smiled.

He whistled

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"Im glad, you deffinatly deserve to be on it" he whisperd in her ear, smiling

Lilly wiped her eyes and then sat up, going to the bathroom, she found a razor went to her room, shanged then told ehr dad she was going for a run. SHe jogged to the park and sat under her willow tree and then she looked at the razor and slowly dragged it over her wrist, watching blood come to the surface

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She smiled pulling away. "You know what? I like you." she said. "Youre a good guy."

((that's why I don't like it when th characaters have abusive parents, it annoys me -.- they become emo.))

They wentto get some icecream

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((sorry but i have always had her like this...she is seriously apart of me, bits of her story are bits of me...thats why i cant change her))

Lilly closed her eyes and tears rolled down her cheeks, she threw the razor. She hated hersef. She knew nothing came from this as much as she wished she could bleed her father from ehr system but she still did it..no matter how hard she tried not t she still felt dirty all the time and she still did this.


Zan blushed slightly "Thank you" he said softly "I like you too, you're a good person too"

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((k but shes 18 she's an adult she can put a case on him she can move out, she doesn't have to see him, that's the annoying bit))

He laughed with Jake

she smiled "Thanks.. I'm not used to calling anyone dad so can I just call you zan?"

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((thing is she does, and you will find out later int eh story))

Zn smiled "Of course you can natalia" he chuckled softly, still holding her

Lilly pulled her legs up to her chest

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"okay. Thanks Zan." she gave him a last hug. "Im gonna go to bed now."

They went to jakes place

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"Alright" he said softly "Sleep well" he smiled and kissed her cheek bfore letting her go

Lilly decided to go back home and go to bed early. She ran home, showered and then went to bed after bandaging ehr arm. she lay in bed tryin not to cry

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She turned around and her cheek turned pink. She walked out and to her room, showering then changing then falling asleep.

After a few hours he came back home.

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Zan slowly went to shower and then went to bed, thinking of natalia

Lilly had fallen asleep, hr cheeks tear stained, her breathing shallow

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She dreamed about her dad, feeling sick of herself for that

he walked and had something to eat

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((next morning??))

Lilly woke early in the morning, she felt stiff and still tied, she got out of her bed and went to shower

Zan had woken early to make Natalia breakfast

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He wastill asleep for awhile

she woke up and dressed going down

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LIlly went to her room and dressed in ehr uniform then went to have breafast.

Zan had made her some toast some ceral with soy milk and a soy milk coffee

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He woke up and changed and went downstairs "Morning."


She smiled "Good morning!"

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LIlly smiled at him, having gotten breaky out for him to, "morning, sleep well?" she asked him, motioning to the table where she carried to coffees too and palced down.

Zan smiled at her "morning Natalia. Sleep well? Breakfast is on the table" he said

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He nodded "Lets go."

she smiled "Yea thanks."

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"You need to eat!" she said chuckling as she it into her toast and sipped ehr coffee

Zan went to sit with her at the table "Thats good" he smiled "Im glad"

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"Not hungryyyyy!"

she started to eat

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LIlly sighed "Notgood, you need to do good in school" she finished her toast and coffee then put the plate and cup in the sink

Zan satrted to eat too

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He walked out

she finished

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LIlly brushed her teeth then followed him "What have you got first?" she asked him as she walked by his side

Zan finished and took ehr plate and cup "what are you going to do today?" he asked

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((warning g2g in 15))

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"I don't know." he shruged

"Spend time to get to know my dad."

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"alrighty"

Zan smiled "alrighty well ill just go and shower adn then we can talk" he smileda t her

((only post, g2g now))

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He walked to school

She smiled and nodded "Okay."

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illy wlked with him

Zan siled at her and then went to shower

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He got there soon

she waited for him

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lilly walked to her locker, not saying anything to her brother. SHe got her books and then walked to class

Zan walked to his room a towel around his waist

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He walked to some friends and went to class

she walked upstairs, passing his room and saw him in a towel

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LIlly sighed thinking of Alex

Zan grabbed his clothes and then got dressed

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Alex sighed thinking of Lilly

She blushed and quickly walked to her room blushing. She took out her laptop and replied to messages.

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LIlly looked out the window during class, she couldnt concentrate...all she could think of was Alex

Zan was dressed and went down stairs

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Alex sighed and finished his work, closing his eyes for a moment

she walked downstairs and smiled at Zan. "Hey."

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lilly had finished her work but she was sure she hadnt finshed it well....she didnt care

Zan smiled at her "Hello" he was making coffees