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[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: YES.
Verse by verse OR part by part?

[[deleted user]]

Me: Verse!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: OTAY.
My mind is racing, but my heart it beats faster.
I'm in control, comander and master.
Lady Fate creating disaster--
But she ain't the boss of me.

[[deleted user]]

Me: A head-on collision with a catastrophic setback
makes you either wanna get lost, or get back.
I choose the latter; let's not forget that
we hold the cards this time,
so there's no need to b*tch or whine!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: There's no way, I'm gonna take another option,
No way I'm gonna settle with a loss,
No way, I'm gonna sit around and watch
There's no, no way.

[[deleted user]]

Me: There's no way
you're gonna find me in the background,
no damn way you gonna see me satisfied!
No way they're ever gonna make me back down,
no, no way...
There's no way!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Home field advantage,
The upper hand is ours
So the game is on.

[[deleted user]]

Me: The clock ticks,
but we've got our tricks
to fuss with and fix what's wrong!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Let's wake up and go guys,
Take out the bad guys,
Break out your mad-eyes.
YEAH!

[[deleted user]]

Me: We'll take it on together,
we're stronger and we're better
and if there's a problem--Ha!--Whatever!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: There's no way
we're gonna leave it up to chance,
there's no damn way we're gonna go without a fight!
No way you gonna see us on our *ss,
There's no, no way...

[[deleted user]]

Me: There's no way
we're gonna settle with sorrow,
leave right now if you think this ain't real!
Today, not waitin' for tomorrow!
No, no way there's no way,
no, no way there's no way,
no, no way there's no way,
There's no way!

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: YAY. I FEELS HAPPY.

[[deleted user]]

Me: I DOES TOO.
And I want more soda...

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: I want some ise creme...

[[deleted user]]

Me: LOOOOOL, elevator music is on. xD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: The screams of Splicers are in the background. I'm watching an LP of BioShock.

[[deleted user]]

Me: What is Bioshock about? I don't get it. >.<

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: WIKIPEDIA (I love how I find this article, but nothing else)http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bioshock

[[deleted user]]

Me: LAWL. xD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: OR you could watch an LP lika me. XD

[[deleted user]]

Me: Oh, duh. Link me, pleases?

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Only 'cause RAWR. I'll go FIND the link since I'm on part 23.

[[deleted user]]

Me: RAWR YOU TOO.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcYI4i...

[[deleted user]]

Me: We did relay races in Gym today...Gods, I sucked. xD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Vanster wrote: "Me: RAWR YOU TOO."

Me: hehe. fail, Van. "Rawr you too" = "I love you you too."

awws. That sucks. I had 90 minutes of choreography. I don't care if I spelled it wrong.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

I don't know what to do you guys, the best day of the month just turned into the worst day of my life, all because my mother (why do I cringe every time I refer to her as that) kicked me off the laptop,

I don't know what to do, I'm confused, and I just read an article about bipolarity and I may be insane, but I don't want to be

I don't know what to do

please?

F*ck, I'm so sorry you guys, but I have to tell someone and my sister gives me a blank look every time I try

and I couldn't tell my parents because they'd laugh at me and tell me I was lying, that my apologies mean nothing to them because I'm a malicious teenage brat, like they just did

I don't-- I'm not

I don't know

I need someone to understand because I don't understand.

I'm tired of the makeup running off me because I sob for no reason-- what, just because my father tells me I'm never going to change, I'm becoming an evil person?

I hate the way I sound right now

I'm sorry, I love you guys but I don't understand.

My best friend's coming over tomorrow for Canadian thanksgiving

I don't think I can handle her here, not after everything that's going through my mind

And for once I can't calm down because I'm terrified, I'm in agony, I don't know what to do, I'm breaking down

Fuck, why do I sound like a teenage sob story? My life has been too good to me so far, I'm a lucky person, but why am I so over emotional?

I can't calm down and I don't understand.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Josephine wrote: "Me: Kind of trilingual. Spanish, nglish, a little French. Sujet clos, s'il vous plait?"

Me: I'm fluent in four languages :) Half greek, half french and 100% south african.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: *hugs Whim*
I want to find you and hug you for real, right now.

I'm trying to understand, so I hope that's something.

I'm reading it over and over again, trying to understand more.

[[deleted user]]

Me: Oh, Whimmage. D:
Rant to Van about it, even though I'm only...
Hayley: Thirteen.
Me: Yeah, that, I might give some decent advice, not really, but I wanna help.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: You guys just made me cry again. But I'm happy that I have you.

I can't write, even though that's all I want to do. My mother will find out.

Vanster, I've ranted all my feelings out and all that's left is terror, I don't know what to do with myself and I don't want to be diagnosed as bipolar, even though I'm suspecting so. And it might be a mild case of schizophrenia which is even scarier

I don't know.

[[deleted user]]

Me: That was a fail choice of words, on my part. >.> Then again was always a bit impulsive...I don't think you could be bipolar. :/ Seriously, I actually have a bipolar cousin, she's REALLY bipolar, like seriously.
>.< I wanna haaaalp...
Charries, even Lucas: *hug Whim*

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: I'm calm now.

It's just, I have these random fits where I know I'm not myself, but I feel like I am, and then I'll look bacl literally one second later and be like 'what the hell did I just do?'

I'm not sure, but I really wish my parents understood-- I'm so embarassed they can have so much influence on me.

[Ethan]

(where do we make characters?)

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: I don't want to give you empty words like "It's going to be alright" on a computer screen, 'cause really? I don't wanna lie and say that.

I'm twelve, kay? Twelve year olds shouldn't have to deal with depression. I've said that I'm not depressed, and that's the truth. But I've been depressed before. And I know how it feels to have things turn on you. I think you're scared that the people you love don't understand. I think you're scared that they're gonna make an idiot out of you if you try and tell them. Right now, I'm feeling that. 'Cause somewhere deep down, the depression is still there. Just keep on writing, Whim. It'll get your thoughts out. If you have to cover it up by writing fiction, then do it. I don't know if these words make any sense, 'cause right now, I'm confused too. I'm confused, scared, and masking everything. And honestly? I feel even worse. I don't want that to happen to anyone. Do yourself a favor, Whim, and talk about it forever and ever. I'll listen. I'll try to give advice. And if it doesn't make any sense, at least I tried.

[[deleted user]]

Me: You know, I'm kind of like that. I was pissed yesterday because my dad said, and I quote: "You don't need any more extra pounds." I ran into the bathroom, telling my mom I had too much homework and not enough time for dinner, and started bawling in the shower.
Then, I was calm, and myself, like nothing ever happened. Maybe it's stress--Stress is the way the body and mind reacts to pressure, even walking is counted as pressure.

[Ethan]

Me:same here sister.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Maybe it is.

Ivi.. That really, really, really, really helped. Because I knew it was genuine, and it made sense to me, and I wish Abi was more like you because all she can say-- AND SHE'S MY SISTER-- is 'It's OK' 'I love you' and etc.

Which makes me more frustrated, because she doesn't understand.

Vanster-- I've seen your picture, you're SKINNY. >.> I know I'll get over myself, I'm getting over it just by telling you guys (which, BTW, are much more mature than my sixteen and seventeen-year old friends).

I... *sniff* I love you guys, really I do. :)

[[deleted user]]

Me: I love you too, and I mean that. *hugs* Don't forgot how awesome you are, pleases? That sooooo reminds me of when Holly told Caspar not to forgot how great he was, and his reaction cracked me up...Off topic, sorry. xD

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: You can't expect everyone to understand. Not even the ones closest to you. I tried with my mom and she gave me bullsh*t answers. I hate that. Not every person had to deal with all the sh*t in the world when they were little. They don't get all the Godd*mn confusion that you're experiencing.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Vanster wrote: "Me: I love you too, and I mean that. *hugs* Don't forgot how awesome you are, pleases? That sooooo reminds me of when Holly told Caspar not to forgot how great he was, and his reaction cracked me u..."

Me: ... What did Caspar say?

No, Ivi, I can't. But it's frustrating when there's NO ONE I can talk to properly.

But now I found you two, so it's all good.

I'm sending such powerful love-energy right now I'm tearing up.

[[deleted user]]

Me: He said-> She thinks I'm great. She thinks I'm great! SHE THINKS I'M GREAT!
And so Caspar was incapable of keeping off the sheepish, wide smile. "I'll try not to," he said, adding after an unthinking pause, "I'll miss you."
Crap.
"And your wiseness. Carter's nowhere as awesome as you. And Deitra will probably kill me eventually."
Holly: Awwwww. :)
Me: I posted on my blog, if that might cheer you up a bit more, Whimmy.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: I know, I know, Whim. You probably feel like there's no one (aside from us, of course) who gets you. Not even your closest friends.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: ... Yeah. *happy sigh* But you guys seem to get me.

Vanster and Ivi, you did an awesome job of cheering me up.

*goes to laugh and snort out excess tears and mucus on keyboard from reading Vanster's blog*

I might go off unexpectedly because I REALLY don't want my parents to bitch at me more-- maybe I deserve it, maybe I don't. All I know is that it makes me sad inside and I don't like that feeling.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Now I really want to give you a hug, 'cause my mom is yelling at me to do my homework.
-.-*

[[deleted user]]

Me: Okayz, Whim. In the mean time I'll keep working on Lukie's past story...
LOL, YOU LIKED THE BLEWRG.

[., Goddess of Bacon]

Me: Yeah, Vanster, I did, I liked it a lot. You're like an Internet stand-up comedian. / sit down comedian. Because you're typing.
Ajax: You're clearly jealous, Whim, because YOU'RE NOT FUNNY.
Me: .... *threatens to sob*
Ajax: --YOU'RE.. HILARIOUS! :D *sweatdrop*
Me: e______________e
Ajax: *gulp*
Me: Kay, I have to go now because I'm scared of my parents.

I want them to feel sorry for me. So selfish of me, but it's true.

Until later, my darlings. Thank you for a calm night.

[Iviana (The Sign Painter), The Goddess of indecisiveness]

Me: Oh wait. I FOUND something. Yeah, I just had to refrence AVPS. :3
but 'neyways. I'm not sure if I've posted this before, but yeah: Fainting Spells - AFI. reason: Do you feel like just dropping away?, Where We Used to Play - AFI reason: Describes me when I'm not acting all weird.

[[deleted user]]

Me: ...You made me laugh. So effing hard. My point of view is funny, people say. Like when I randomly go: "Screw this." They laugh. And I've got very funny facial expressions as well. I'm sure you can imagine me green. xD
*waves* Bye Whim, dormir avec anges!