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well all i can remember is Olivia, Jebby, Shae, Raven... hmm... can't seem to remember the rest! lol! i am proud of them though! the really are like real sisters. lmao

I dont think so. I've reread my current project so much I can recite the first 10 pages off the top of my head

Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kids. lol! they h..."
i always believe better to have a few true friends than a lot of distant sort of friends

Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kids. lol! they h..."
AHHH We're so special!

Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kid..."
yep we sure are lol

Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kid..."
here here

well all i can remember is Olivia, Jebby, Shae, Raven... hmm... can't seem to remember the rest! lol..."
got you a nice big extended family there dont you tom!


Oh! ans there's Oliv...
here here "
lmfao



then i should tell you the story about the boy named Tom who was burned so many time that he doesn't feel pain like normal people do anymore. His skin is so thick and stubborn now that even hells fire itself can't burn through. But still... his heart remains as soft as the day he was born.

And I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/


And I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/"
don't we all!

And I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/"
i do and i dont... somtimes i get angry at myself for crying as i feel weak... my dad had always come down of me hard for being a baby and that i am too old to be crying etc
other times i feel crying is the only way i will feel better and it kind of comforts me to cry

Oh i breakdown easy too, i'm just better at gettin back up these days. its just a little pain

And I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/"
don't we all!"
everybody in this room does!


don't let anything break you Lisa. I know how you feel. But still... from the little i know about you... well... i know you are more stronger than you think.


don't let anything br..."
thanks tom, and i know i am stronger than i used to be, but i am not as strong as people think... it might sound silly but i was broken down to nothing, i wasnt in me anymore there was someone else there and although i am kind of me again i will never eb the same person i was... it scares em a little sometimes

thats better than loosing yourself!!! I just dont have a temper but wish i did !!

i need a bit of that... see my dad would be like tha t but i didn't get the gene!

don't l... in me anymore there was someone else there and although i am kind of me again i will never eb the same person i was... it scares em a little sometimes "
if you ask me... well... we all put on brave faces and masks that cover who we really are or what our heart feels like. Its just the real person in us trying to make amends for a past that is just... well... just painful to bare. But still... in the end, we just shine more brighter cos of the things we have gone through. Its these experiences that truly does make us and defines who we are.
Cowering from or just plain giving up into the pain is the really the bad part though. WE HAVE to fight! with all the will we can muster... cos in the end there is always somethin' thats waiting for us on the other side.

you will probaly think i am CRAZY now but i dont think people are just one person, when i was low i lost myself and there was something else in me, it wasnt nice (not evil or anything) but it took over, it was on a self distruct, self pity rampage and it was nearly impossible for me to find myself again... i did but it was the hardest thing i have ever doen and thats what scares me, how easy it is to loose who you are, for that other bit to take over.

you ..."
true! i get what you are saying, Lisa. Its true indeed.


yup! i have Lisa. its more like 110% outta control. like there is something inside me that took over. But nowadays i just bite it down. by Sheer force of will. Sometimes its my pillow that suffers my bite force. lol and you are not psycho in any way. Cos its natural for people who have suffered this in these ways.

urgh.... lol my friend should be here soon YAY... she has a little girl who i love to bits

lol! its okay! its good to let it out sometime.
hey! you go ahead and have fun with your friend. I will be here though. okie

thanks for listening ... do you think i should delete the posts... do you think others will think this group is a loony bin for the raving crazies

thanks for listening ... do you think i should delete the ..."
noooooo!! we are like a family here and we do share what we feel and share it with others no matter what. We care about others here too. So its okay if its there. And if you think it reveals too much about you or you feel uncomfortable seein' it. well... you can delete it. Don't think i will feel bad or anything. okie :)



HOLY CRAP!! JULIAN!! WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING ON MY TURF!!??? lmfao! jk! how are you, mate? and good to see that you joined GR after all the pestering i did!

i totally know what you mean about the anger thing being bred into you...i live in NY so it comes natural for me and when i go somewhere else im completely freaked out by how nice people are haha


lol the closest thing i have to anger is a severe case of road rage.. im never mean to people
unless they cut me off or drive too slow lol
everybody where i live is sooo mean though its normal to me
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Oh! and there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kids. lol! they have been officially announced as my GR SISTERS! lmao