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lol! now that i think about it! there reallly are a lot of people who are my GR SISTERS... lmaowell all i can remember is Olivia, Jebby, Shae, Raven... hmm... can't seem to remember the rest! lol! i am proud of them though! the really are like real sisters. lmao
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "yeah... oh thanks... I am just trying to think of ideas and writing them down but i just want some individual thoughts.... is it possible to read to much as all my ideas are things i have read"I dont think so. I've reread my current project so much I can recite the first 10 pages off the top of my head
Tom wrote: "Lisa, Maddi, Stormi and now Angel are the only people that i REALLY do talk to a lot and know from here. lol.Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kids. lol! they h..."
i always believe better to have a few true friends than a lot of distant sort of friends
Tom wrote: "Lisa, Maddi, Stormi and now Angel are the only people that i REALLY do talk to a lot and know from here. lol.Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kids. lol! they h..."
AHHH We're so special!
Angelique wrote: "Tom wrote: "Lisa, Maddi, Stormi and now Angel are the only people that i REALLY do talk to a lot and know from here. lol.Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kid..."
yep we sure are lol
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "Tom wrote: "Lisa, Maddi, Stormi and now Angel are the only people that i REALLY do talk to a lot and know from here. lol.Oh! ans there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kid..."
here here
Tom wrote: "lol! now that i think about it! there reallly are a lot of people who are my GR SISTERS... lmaowell all i can remember is Olivia, Jebby, Shae, Raven... hmm... can't seem to remember the rest! lol..."
got you a nice big extended family there dont you tom!
lolllllllllzz!! well as for me... too many backstabbing real friends have led me to think otherwise... i always believe better to have a few distant friends than a lot of close friends .
Angelique wrote: "Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "Tom wrote: "Lisa, Maddi, Stormi and now Angel are the only people that i REALLY do talk to a lot and know from here. lol.Oh! ans there's Oliv...
here here "
lmfao
I say go ahead and take my chances. 9 and 1/2 times out of times I get burned, but I gotta give everybody a chance once. That's why I cry so much I think...or maybe I'm just looking for excuses.
I have been screwed over as well, i dont think ii ever get over when someone really hurts me, it does affect me long term.... but i do try and think the best in everyone, i dont want to let other peoples lack of morals ruin my outlook on life or darken friendships i have with really awesome friends
Angelique wrote: "I say go ahead and take my chances. 9 and 1/2 times out of times I get burned, but I gotta give everybody a chance once. That's why I cry so much I think...or maybe I'm just looking for excuses."then i should tell you the story about the boy named Tom who was burned so many time that he doesn't feel pain like normal people do anymore. His skin is so thick and stubborn now that even hells fire itself can't burn through. But still... his heart remains as soft as the day he was born.
It's alright, I've learned to handle the bad. it just goes with the territory of being overly acceptingAnd I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/
see i wish my skin would harden but it doesnt... if anything it gets thinner and it takes less and less to break me down!
Angelique wrote: "It's alright, I've learned to handle the bad. it just goes with the territory of being overly acceptingAnd I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/"
don't we all!
Angelique wrote: "It's alright, I've learned to handle the bad. it just goes with the territory of being overly acceptingAnd I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/"
i do and i dont... somtimes i get angry at myself for crying as i feel weak... my dad had always come down of me hard for being a baby and that i am too old to be crying etc
other times i feel crying is the only way i will feel better and it kind of comforts me to cry
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "see i wish my skin would harden but it doesnt... if anything it gets thinner and it takes less and less to break me down!"Oh i breakdown easy too, i'm just better at gettin back up these days. its just a little pain
Tom wrote: "Angelique wrote: "It's alright, I've learned to handle the bad. it just goes with the territory of being overly acceptingAnd I kinda like cryin, how weird is that/"
don't we all!"
everybody in this room does!
i am much better at picking myself up than i used to be .. i used to let stuff consume me and i turned onto someone else alltogether... i manage to keep hold of myself a little bit now so i dont kind of dissapear completly for months
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "see i wish my skin would harden but it doesnt... if anything it gets thinner and it takes less and less to break me down!"don't let anything break you Lisa. I know how you feel. But still... from the little i know about you... well... i know you are more stronger than you think.
oh i was nevcer very good at disappearing. someone hurs me and lose it! I won't bother trying to explain lets just say I have a temper
Tom wrote: "Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "see i wish my skin would harden but it doesnt... if anything it gets thinner and it takes less and less to break me down!"don't let anything br..."
thanks tom, and i know i am stronger than i used to be, but i am not as strong as people think... it might sound silly but i was broken down to nothing, i wasnt in me anymore there was someone else there and although i am kind of me again i will never eb the same person i was... it scares em a little sometimes
Angelique wrote: "oh i was nevcer very good at disappearing. someone hurs me and lose it! I won't bother trying to explain lets just say I have a temper"thats better than loosing yourself!!! I just dont have a temper but wish i did !!
Angelique wrote: "it's a southern thing. it's breed itto us!"i need a bit of that... see my dad would be like tha t but i didn't get the gene!
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "Tom wrote: "Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "see i wish my skin would harden but it doesnt... if anything it gets thinner and it takes less and less to break me down!"don't l... in me anymore there was someone else there and although i am kind of me again i will never eb the same person i was... it scares em a little sometimes "
if you ask me... well... we all put on brave faces and masks that cover who we really are or what our heart feels like. Its just the real person in us trying to make amends for a past that is just... well... just painful to bare. But still... in the end, we just shine more brighter cos of the things we have gone through. Its these experiences that truly does make us and defines who we are.
Cowering from or just plain giving up into the pain is the really the bad part though. WE HAVE to fight! with all the will we can muster... cos in the end there is always somethin' thats waiting for us on the other side.
i just have to believe most people are good other wise i just loose faith in anything, it does backfire if someone s***s on me fron a great height as it gets harder and harder to believe it. you will probaly think i am CRAZY now but i dont think people are just one person, when i was low i lost myself and there was something else in me, it wasnt nice (not evil or anything) but it took over, it was on a self distruct, self pity rampage and it was nearly impossible for me to find myself again... i did but it was the hardest thing i have ever doen and thats what scares me, how easy it is to loose who you are, for that other bit to take over.
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "i just have to believe most people are good other wise i just loose faith in anything, it does backfire if someone s***s on me fron a great height as it gets harder and harder to believe it. you ..."
true! i get what you are saying, Lisa. Its true indeed.
have you ever felt like it? like you dont have 100% control... god i probaly sound like a psyco (im not i swear)
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "have you ever felt like it? like you dont have 100% control... god i probaly sound like a psyco (im not i swear)"yup! i have Lisa. its more like 110% outta control. like there is something inside me that took over. But nowadays i just bite it down. by Sheer force of will. Sometimes its my pillow that suffers my bite force. lol and you are not psycho in any way. Cos its natural for people who have suffered this in these ways.
yeah i guess its normal... i just sometimes feel that i am scared of myself, i dont really know how i climbed up to find myself again but it scares me that if it happened again oh i dunno lol. god, i dont think i have ever told anyone all of that and i have just posted it up here... thats frightening, i dont know where it came from.urgh.... lol my friend should be here soon YAY... she has a little girl who i love to bits
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "yeah i guess its normal... i just sometimes feel that i am scared of myself, i dont really know how i climbed up to find myself again but it scares me that if it happened again oh i dunno lol. god,..."lol! its okay! its good to let it out sometime.
hey! you go ahead and have fun with your friend. I will be here though. okie
haha... its a bit tidier now.. been doing bits while on here... wasnt that bad really, i am just a bit of a clean freak sometimes!! :)thanks for listening ... do you think i should delete the posts... do you think others will think this group is a loony bin for the raving crazies
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "haha... its a bit tidier now.. been doing bits while on here... wasnt that bad really, i am just a bit of a clean freak sometimes!! :)thanks for listening ... do you think i should delete the ..."
noooooo!! we are like a family here and we do share what we feel and share it with others no matter what. We care about others here too. So its okay if its there. And if you think it reveals too much about you or you feel uncomfortable seein' it. well... you can delete it. Don't think i will feel bad or anything. okie :)
Hi, my name is Alexander. i am new to goodreads and just joined my first group since my friend is here as well.
hello alexander, welcome to vamps - r - us and to goodreads... hope you have fun!!! just jump in any conversations you like, everyone is friendly :)
Alexander Julius Constantine wrote: "Hi, my name is Alexander. i am new to goodreads and just joined my first group since my friend is here as well."HOLY CRAP!! JULIAN!! WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING ON MY TURF!!??? lmfao! jk! how are you, mate? and good to see that you joined GR after all the pestering i did!
haha wowww i missed so much...apparently im not toms friend anymore..booooooooo :( lol kiddinggggi totally know what you mean about the anger thing being bred into you...i live in NY so it comes natural for me and when i go somewhere else im completely freaked out by how nice people are haha
hah... yeah! Tom. dude, i am so loving it. how are ya. selene told me you moved from that place you were living in last time i saw you. is that true and whats up with all the girls in your friends list. i know you are all about the respect the female kingdom and shit. but still dude haha what have you turned yourself into?
Lisa aka isa VAMPIRE :) DOESNT NEED NAPPIES wrote: "i wish i could get angry, i am the opposite of angry lol"lol the closest thing i have to anger is a severe case of road rage.. im never mean to people
unless they cut me off or drive too slow lol
everybody where i live is sooo mean though its normal to me
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Oh! and there's Olivia and Jebby! lol! but they are just cute little kids. lol! they have been officially announced as my GR SISTERS! lmao