Kais Private Cabin(Knock)

[☁Raven☁, ~Alastor~]

^^

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

People who dont need to knock:
Friends
Family
Lovers

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

Sits

[☁Raven☁, ~Alastor~]

:3

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

hi..

[☁Raven☁, ~Alastor~]

hiiiiiii

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

hru..

[☁Raven☁, ~Alastor~]

good uhh look at my secret :'D

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

ik
leave me alone
Yk that shit upsets me
I've seen one too yk
multiple times
and all were traumatizing
and also Yk I wish I could do the same but I CANT

[☁Raven☁, ~Alastor~]

..hm..ok...

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

Curls in ball

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

*Knocks* Hey Kai..? Do you need an ear? Or just wanna be left along? Because I can do both

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

come in..I don't care..

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

Alright... *sits down* I can tell you aren't good rn, do you need something?

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

Gender dysphoria hits hard Lily..

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

Oh... I've never experienced it before, but a person close to me has. I imagine it like feeling trapped in a body that isn't yours, and you can't feel comfortable. I'm so sorry about that. But you ARE a man, Kai, even if you weren't born into a male body. Don't forget that. I don't know if that helps, but I'm trying.

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

I hope I'm not making it worse, as someone who hasn't felt it before, that's not my intention at all

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "Oh... I've never experienced it before, but a person close to me has. I imagine it like feeling trapped in a body that isn't yours, and you can't feel comfortable. I'm so sorry about that. But you ..."

ty that means alot

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

Rocks back and forth
I can never do anything right..

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "Oh... I've never experienced it before, but a person close to me has. I imagine it like feeling trapped in a body that isn't yours, and you can't feel comfortabl..."

yw. Even if I've never experienced dysphoria before, I've had people assume I'm just a girl. But I'm not only a girl. So never let anyone tell you you aren't a man, because no matter what they say, they can't that fact

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "Rocks back and forth
I can never do anything right.."

Oh, what's wrong now?

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "Oh... I've never experienced it before, but a person close to me has. I imagine it like feeling trapped in a body that isn't y..."

ty

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "Rocks back and forth
I can never do anything right.."

Oh, what's wrong now?"

crystal thinks I'm mad bc of earlier..

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "Rocks back and forth
I can never do anything right.."

Oh, what's wrong now?"

crystal thinks I'm mad bc of earlier.."

I saw... you just needed some time alone, you didn't do anything wrong. I think her mind jumps to worst-cases, if I remember right, so that's probably it...

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "Rocks back and forth
I can never do anything right.."

Oh, what's wrong now?"

crystal thin..."

my mind also jumps to worst-case too

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "Rocks back and forth
I can never do anything right.."

..."

I mean, mine does too. But I think it gets to her (and maybe you?) a little more. But it's always more exacerbated in our heads

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "Rocks back and forth..."

yeah uhm
Haru said "Just know I love you ok" and I thought he was (view spoiler)[ ending it all (hide spoiler)]

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husk..."

Oh 0-0 yeah, that is worst-case. But it's important to step back and remember: things aren't as bad as they seem. It's just your brain doing silly brain things

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~..."

my brain is goofy

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husk..."

Brains def can be TvT I mean, how can they give humans the experience of euphoria but also existential thoughts? That just doesn't seem right

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~..."

I used to think I'm not real

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husk..."

Really?

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~..."

yep. total life crisis. Father Poe helped me get over it, tho

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husk..."

Well, that's good. All humans are 100% real. I used to think the entire world would disappear except for me

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~..."

I'm not human xd
that's what I believe

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husk..."

haha

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~..."

heehe

[✸⛤ Lily the Lilac ⛤✸]

☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husk..."

I mean, I semi-roleplay a faery on gr and a vampire on pronouns.page :p

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~ Online wrote: "☆ Nozomi☆[On] (Husker ver) wrote: "✿ Lily the Lilac ✿ ~..."

Lol

[☆ Nozomi☆(ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ :3)(Existing Ver), ~Vox~]

Hums

[☁Raven☁, ~Alastor~]

*lays on you*