rant about friendship problems because i need to too <3

[avery &#x1f49b;&#x1f499;]

okay so i got into this argument with my friend the other day because we both like the same person, and now, she’s upset with me because i tried to voice my feelings to her. in that argument that i mentioned, she told me that she shouldn’t have to deal with me venting. i felt like a burden, and i told her that. i told her that i didn’t feel okay at all when she said that, and she got mad at me and said “you know i didn’t mean it.” no. i fucking didn’t. i didn’t know that. because she is refusing to apologize. and she won’t let me help her, and she’s getting mad at me because she knows that i’m right and she just doesn’t want to listen to me. she’s a completely different person when we’re at school, barely talking to me, barely even looking at me, and i just feel like she doesn’t care. i don’t know how to deal with it. sorry if this is too long and a little difficult to read :)

[rhiannon ౨ৎ]

@avery i went through something like that with em former bsf i hope y'all work it out. 😔

[Hana (still reading)]

Okay so I have an amazing group of friends this year but there was this girl last year who um…how do I put this… Idk how to politely describe it but my friend group knows about it and they knew her. Anyways this year I told them what happened and they are like “making fun” of it. Things like “I liked the person” or “I liked it” or “I have a target on my back for abu$3” and it sucks but idk how to explain that it hurts when they say shit like that. them doing this while I am still “healing” causes it brings back other memories of this person and it’s really hard. I just want to move one but idk how at this point. The worst part is that if I tell anyone else they assume that person was male but they weren’t so I think a lot of people would be like “but you’re a female and they’re a female so nothing actually happened to you”
It just sucks and I don’t feel like I can trust the teachers (this thing happened in school for a few months) and I can’t trust other classmates so yeah
Just needed a place to put this, sorry for word vomiting