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Amphetia and Tyler
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Natalie
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Mar 02, 2015 12:11PM
Tada! Any ideas?
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Hm, well I'm down for anything fairly realistic. Other than that, no me importa! How about you?
I like any type of romance stuff. I have some ideas, but they're all fantasy, and to be honest I would like to do something non fantastical.
Ooooh my gooosh. Romance is a must! Hm, well seems like we're on the same page.
Hm... Let's see, quickly, are we going to doubles or no?
Uh, well I'm totally happy to play a guy, so I'm cool with either singles or doubles. :)
I prefer being a girl, but if you want to be a girl we could do doubles.
Is it cool if we play singles? I'll happily play a guy:-) I'm actually better at it if I'm honest.
Alright, sounds good. So for a plot.... Could we do a suicidal girl and someone else? I like playing dark characters, but we could find something else if you aren't comfortable with that.
Nope, fine with me. I'm one for cliche's so we could have a suicidal girl and a pretty popular/dicky guy?
Sure thing. I'm pretty tired at the moment, so do you mind if mine's a little less detailed?
I don't mind. Mine are always really short, since I often come up with more history than I write and change my personality.
Awesome. Who shall start? I might have to disappear in a few minutes.
The last thing Cade wanted to hear with a hang-over was his overpowering alarm clock pounding on a monday morning. "Fu-" he began, but was cut off by the sudden appearance of his younger sister Karen and puppy, Lily. "Alright, Alright..." Cade snapped, his tone juxtaposed with the smile on his face. "You're late, again!" Karen groaned, shaking her head at her brother. "Well, I would be getting dressed now if you weren't in the-" Karen left. "Rude."
The next half an hour consisted of a hot shower, breakfast, packing a bag at what felt like 100MPH and a very tedious drive to school. "Sooo, you excited? First day at big school?" Cade teased Karen.
As Cade arrived at school, he parked up and shooed his sister away to where she was meant to meet her classmates before ushering himself to his first class, geometry. "Thrilled to see me?" Cade winked, opening his arms to the class in front of him. A bunch of girls blushed, whilst Cade's friends laughed and threw paper at him. "Whatever, loser!" they joked, inviting him over.
The next half an hour consisted of a hot shower, breakfast, packing a bag at what felt like 100MPH and a very tedious drive to school. "Sooo, you excited? First day at big school?" Cade teased Karen.
As Cade arrived at school, he parked up and shooed his sister away to where she was meant to meet her classmates before ushering himself to his first class, geometry. "Thrilled to see me?" Cade winked, opening his arms to the class in front of him. A bunch of girls blushed, whilst Cade's friends laughed and threw paper at him. "Whatever, loser!" they joked, inviting him over.
Tyler looked up and rolled her eyes, sighing boredly. She fiddled with the red ribbon around her wrist, the one that hid the cuts on her arms, and leaned back in her seat, waiting for class to start. Meanwhile, she had to endure the sharp words of the girls, hissing insults at her for being an "emo b*tch".
Cade heard the insult, and couldn't help but snigger. He wasn't the most angelic person in the world, and when it came to hot girls and remaining popular, it'd remain that way. "Aw, leave the lil' emo alone. She'll just cry and cut herself again."
Tyler winced, clenching her jaw and turning away. She stuffed her hand into her pocket, pulling out a crumpled sheet of paper. Hiding it from view, she scrawled a few more sentences. It was her suicide note, which she had been writing for about a week now.
The girls laughed, waiting for Tyler to cower. It didn't take long. Her misery was their gain. "Tyler... Tyler... Do you have friends?" One girl laughed, throwing a note at Tyler's head. It merely stated "DIE". Cade laughed as Tyler was hit in the face with the scrunched up ball of paper.
(OOOH major idea. This is soo cliche but what if they were to talk on an anonymous website? Talk in class over text and stuff but never know it was them? Not until like later?)
((Ooo, I like that.))Tyler winced again, swallowing hard when she saw the note. Finally, after more taunting, she snapped. "Oh, don't worry. I plan on it." She hissed, flicking the note off of her desk, and returning to work on the suicide note.
(Totally not stolen. Okay, I'll put it into practice:)
Cade sniggered one more time before whipping out his phone, school's so lame, wish I was with youuuu he sent the girl he'd been talking for the past few months. They'd gotten on amazingly, but never knew who they really were.
Cade sniggered one more time before whipping out his phone, school's so lame, wish I was with youuuu he sent the girl he'd been talking for the past few months. They'd gotten on amazingly, but never knew who they really were.
Once class had started, Tyler pulled out her phone. She was able to keep it hidden from everyone, especially the droning teacher. Lame? Try torture. She sent back to the boy. She had yet to tell him she was planning on committing suicide.
What's up? Cade responded. The class was boring, the girls had calmed down and the work was easy. Cade was relatively bright, especially for someone who did hardly ever homework. "Loooooooserrrrrrrrrr?" Karly, the cheer captain sung as the threw yet another bit of paper at Taylor.
People who think they're so much better than they actually are, that's what. Tyler managed to dodge the paper, letting it fall to the floor as she returned her attention to the suicide note.
Ah that sucks, I hate people like that. Heads up though, you know I'm always here for you?:) Cade's soft side was rare, and the girl he messaged was likely the only girl he'd ever revealed this to.
Tyler sighed as she saw his text. She knew she was going to have to tell him soon, and she might as well do it now. She'd have to stop messaging him after that, well, she was planning on doing it tonight. About that... There's something I need to tell you.
What is it? Cade answered. Cade was often bombarded by girls, but there was something about this girl... She was different. She was special. He wanted to meet her, but times were difficult for the both of them, with work and... Well, confidence.
Tyler took a deep breath, feeling pained. I... Well, with all that's been happening at home, and then the stuff at school... Gods, I'm so sorry. But I, well, with all the people telling me to die, I'm sorta... I'm sorta going to.
Cade sat staring at his phone, ignoring everybody around him. Don't be stupid, you're not going to die. Is someone threatening you? he asked, confused.
No, I mean, not really. I'm going to... Well, I'm sorry. But I'm going to commit suicide. After Tyler sent the message, she swallowed and started typing again. And don't try to talk me out of it. Ive made my decision. I hate school, I hate my home, you're honestly the best thing in my life and I'm so sorry but that isn't enough.
No... you can't? You're far too perfect for that. I know my words won't mean much to you but they mean the world to me. You're the most incredible girl I've ever met. You can't do this? I'll help you through this... I'll help you... I'll help you. "Can I go to the bathroom? Cool, thanks." Cade rushed out the room, to the bathroom.
No, you can't. I'm so sorry, but you can't. I literally have people throwing papers at me that tell me to die. You're my only friend. I can't even survive class without people trying to get me to kill myself. So, I give up. They win. I can't do it anymore.
Meet me somewhere? Anywhere. No way am I losing you. Not now, not ever. You're the best thing in my life too and I'll do all I can to keep it that way. They're just losers, okay? They're going to grow up and it's going to bite them right up the ass. You're better than that and I know you are. I know we're a bit awkward in this area but I want to see you.
Tyler sighed, glancing up at the classroom. She had tears in her eyes, which she tried to wipe away before anyone saw, sniffling. I don't know. I mean, I want to meet you but I've made my choice.... But okay. I'll meet you at the park tonight. Okay?
Yes, deal. I'll be there. 5pm. That was the last text Cade sent Tyler until the evening, letting her know he was on his way. Cade was relatively quite for the rest of the day, ignoring all the jokes and comments fired at him for being quiet. He was never quiet.
Throughout the whole day, Tyler looked quite somber. She had decided that she was going to die that night, and she doubted her mystery man could save her. Come 5, she was sitting on the swings in the park. She sighed, her wrist stinging. She had cut the second she got home.
Cade had arrived a minute or two late, but the park was empty and there was only one girl. A familiar looking girl. From behind, she looked nothing like Tyler. So, as Cade approached her from behind, he smiled slightly, about to see his mystery girl. "...Hey there," he smiled, placing a hand on the girls shoulder.
Tyler turned around, a smile on her face. However, it quickly dissolved as she recognized his face. "Is this some sort of fucking joke!" She shouted, standing and taking a few steps away.
"Uh..." Cade frowned, seeing it was Tyler. Everything he'd felt for the girl over the internet seemed like a massive trick. "You're kidding me, right?" He grimaced. "You. Tyler. You of all people?" Then it hit him. She wanted to take her own life, was he the reason? Oh god.
Disgust was clear on Tyler's face as she stared at Cade. "I can't believe I actually believed someone would care." She muttered to herself, taking some more steps back. "Fuck off!" She suddenly shouted, angered.
"Alright alright, calm it." Cade frowned. "Look, whatever. I guess it isn't that great but..." Cade was lost for words. "Shit." He muttered. "Look, we know two completely different sides to each other. I don't care if you hate me or I hate you. You can't take your life over it... Not over me, not over anyone in that class. Look, I'll get them to stop. I'm sorry, I never realised it got that bad."
"You never realized it got that bad?!" Tyler nearly screamed. She was livid. "You fucking were part of it! Telling them to stop before I cry and cut myself, as a fucking joke!" She undid the red ribbon on her wrist with a tug, showing the fresh cuts underneath it. "Well, I didn't fucking cry! I just fucking cut. So fuck off!"
Cade grimaced, trying to keep calm. He felt awful. He'd done this to somebody? "Tyler..." Cade sighed, he had nothing to say. No amount of sugar coating would get him out of this. "I'm so sorry." Biting his lip, Cade stepped towards her with the cuts. "I'm really, really sorry. I appreciate what happened is shit and I'm to blame I know I am, but I guess I know you now and I feel sick that I made you feel that way."
"So that's what it took, huh? For you to not know it was me." Tyler rolled her eyes as she started to turn and walk away. She looked severely pissed, and defeated. "Just leave me alone, alright?"
"Don't walk away.." Cade snapped. "I'm not going to leave you alone. Not after this. I never realised my actions made you feel that way. For me it was just a joke, I never realised it hurt you so bad. I'm really, truly sorry. I know you don't think I am but if I had even the faintest idea I was doing this to you, doing this to anyone, I wouldn't have. You know me for me, we've been talking for the past year. Let me make it up to you?"
