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Mar 26, 2022 10:29AM
Journee took a breath, and said, “I won’t be at school next week, since I’ll be staying at my mom’s. But I’ll be doing virtual classes.” she breathed. She didn’t know what else to say. She didn’t know if she was ready to kiss him. But maybe… maybe.
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Journee looked him over. “I’ll miss you, too.” she says softly.((omg omg omg i think thaaaaat when Journee gets home, she’ll get out, and be walking to her house, then Blake will get out and pull her into a kiss. and THAT will be when they finally reveal their feelings towards each other. whaddya think?))
Journee smiled up at him. The taxi stopped at her house, and Journee lifted her head up from his shoulder. She grabbed her clutch purse, and opened the door. “Goodbye, Blake.” she said. “I’ll see you soon.” She got out, and started walking towards her house. ((let’s gooooooooooo))
Journee turned towards him, her green eyes shining. “Yeah?”
Journee took a breath before his kiss, then wrapped her arms around his neck. She kissed him even more.
Journee kissed his cheek, then back to his lips, her hand massaging his neck.
Journee’s beautiful green eyes studied Blake’s as she smiled. “I love you.” she said, and hugged him. She pulled away, waved at him, and ran off towards her door, grinning widely.
Journee, bursting with happiness, unlocked the door, then ran upstairs to her bedroom, and, smiling, sat down on her bed. She started Snap-Chatting Loraine and Dahlia about Blake.
((oh sorry didn’t see this))Journee got changed into her pajamas, then went to bed, dreaming of Blake.
((when do you wanna timeskip to? virtual class? or when Journee comes back to school the week afterward))
((okay))((the day Journee comes back to school, on Monday))
Journee woke up early, excited to see Blake at school. She got changed into a really cute outfit, thankful their a school didn’t have much of a dress code.
Hair: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/im...
Shoes: https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&...
Cardigan: (unbuttoned) https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&...
Shorts: https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&...
Shirt: https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&...
Journee put on her makeup https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/im... , then grabbed her backpack and put on her gold jewelry, then headed out. She took a taxi, and texted Blake.Journee: good morning, Blake!! i can’t wait to see u.
Journee grabbed a starbucks coffee, then got back in her taxi and headed towards school.
Journee got out, paid and thanked the taxi driver. She put her backpack on, then headed into the school, holding her coffee. She headed towards her locker, and started switching some things out, then finished and closed it up. She stood by her friends, not really focusing on them. She was waiting for Blake.
Journee spun around at tackled him. She wrapped her arms around him, and hugged him tight. “Blake! Hey!” she said, smiling widely.
Journee stepped back and surveyed himself, then gave a twirl and said, “Does my outfit look alright?” she asked. “I’ve been worried about it. I feel like it looks really bad…”
Journee smiled up at him. “Thank you, Blake.” she said quietly. Her friends had left, and it was just them. Journee leaned forward, put her arms around his neck, and kissed him full on the lips.
Journee’s foot spring up behind her as she she stood on her tiptoes. She massaged his head and hair, kissing him deeply.
Journee opens up her eyes as he pulled away, smiling. She stood back normal, and grabbed his hand. “We gotta head to class.” she said, grabbing her coffee with her other hand after adjusting her backpack on her back.
Journee was glad she sat beside him in this class. She held his hand now and then. They were on one of those 2 people desks, and they shared this one. Journee tried to focus on the board, but she couldn’t. She groaned. “I can’t focus.” she whispered to Blake.
Journee’s heels were tapping on the ground, her hands clapping. Her ADHD was activating. Her dyslexia was also very bad. The words swum. Her green eyes filled with tears, her struggles do apparent and hard.
Journee tried to stay strong so no one would judge her. The teacher glanced at her, then didn’t look at her again for a while. Journee put her head on Blake’s shoulder, trying to decipher the spaghetti of letters.
Journee looked at the time. They had 30 more minutes til the end of class. Ughhh. She took the worksheet, and looked down at it. It had only tiny print. Her hands shook. “Oh my God, I can’t do this.” she whispered to Blake. Then she said to the teacher, “Can I go to the bathroom?” Then before an answer, she left the room, her lanyard bouncing around her neck, her phone hidden by her cardigan covering her pocket.
Journee sat in the old teachers lounge where no one ever went anymore, but she loved it. She texted Blake:Journee: I’m sorry. I just… couldn’t deal with it anymore. I can’t read, can’t focus, can’t anything. I’m sorry. I suck.
Then she relaxed on the soft couch, thinking about how stupid she was.
Journee had rolled up in a ball on the couch. Journee: yes i do suck, blake. i’m so stupid and incompetent and THIS is exactly why i don’t wanna ever do school again. i just wanna die. but i won’t bc ur the only thing keeping me alive.
Journee’s eyes filled with tears as she stayed on the couch. Through the cracked door, she saw the tip of Blake’s backpack. Journee: u sure? i just really feel stupid all the time. ik it’s adhd and dyslexia, but still…
Journee’s green eyes saw his searching for hers. Journee: thank you Blake. ilysm
Journee: Journee: old teachers lounge
Journee was huddled in a ball on a two-seater, soft couch in the corner. “Hey.” she said, her voice muffled.
Journee’s tears free-fell. She never cried, but with Blake, it was possible. She laid her head on his lap, and cried into him. “Why am I so stupid, Blake?” she asked through the tears quietly.
Journee sat up, and hugged him tight, wrapping her arms around his neck. “Really? Because I feel like it. Pretty s****y.”
Journee’s legs tapped, her mind racing. She forgot why she was hugging him, then remembered, and tears came down again. She wiped them away, and buried her face in his neck.
A few minutes passed. Journee finally extracted herself from Blake, and, their faces close together, she rested her forehead on Blake’s.
Journee nodded softly, and said, “I-I think so. I just need to stick with you.” she said. “Which sucks, because language arts is the only thing that we aren’t in together, and that’s a lot of words that I CAN’T MAKE SENSE OF.”
Journee’s green eyes met his as she lifted her head up from his forehead. Then she kissed him straight on the lips, not caring if anyone saw.
Journee smiled into the kiss, loving his touch, then resumed kissing. Her finger traces circles on Blake’s arm.
Journee pressed her body against his, kissing him tighter.
Journee pushed her body against his, wanting to get as close as possible. Her hand traveled up his neck and down again. She was glad Blake had closed the door when he came in.
((what happens next?))Journee kissed his nose then back to his lips. She couldn’t believe she’d dated all those losers, when, all along, Blake was there.
((how about timeskip to graduation?))Journee was so happy with Blake. She wrapped herself in him.
((cool))~May 21st, Graduation~
Journee woke up the morning of the graduation, excited and nervous at the same time. She wasn’t the only 17 year old graduating, but she still felt behind, even though she was ahead. Her birthday was August 1st.
She got changed into:
Shoes: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/im...
Shirt: https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&...
Short-alls: https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&...
Journee kept her very curly brown hair down, and put on gold hoop earrings, gold choker necklaces, shell anklets, gold bracelets, and some gold rings on. She did her makeup a natural but fancy look https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/im... , then grabbed her cap and gown https://www.google.com/aclk?sa=l&... and her lanyard and phone, and tan out to her car. Her and some friends were getting breakfast before graduation, including Blake. She She decided not to drive in her car, but instead took a taxi. Her dad came with her, and her mom and brother would come just to the graduation and graduation after-party.
Journee and her dad, Ahiga, walked into the restaurant together. Journee hugged her friends, her bright green eyes searching for Blake. She hooked her arm through her dad’s, and sat down at the booth part of the table, laying her cap and gown where Blake would sit. Her dad (( https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/im... is what he looked like when he was younger in hawaii )) sat on her other side.
Journee got up and hugged him, then sat dback down, removing her cap and gown from his saved seat for him to sit. Ahiga waved at him. “Hey, Blake.” he said in a strong Hawaiian accent.
Ahiga nodded, then ordered his drink. Journee’s hand navigated to Blake’s hand. “I’ll have a sweet tea, please.” she said to the young waitress with blue hair https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/im... , who was eyeing Blake with a certain want in her eyes. Journee held his hand tighter, knowing the waitress, who, on further inspection of her name tag, was named Alila, liked Blake.
Alila nodded at him, winked, then went away with all the orders. Journee rolled her beautiful green eyes. “What the hell was that?” she asked. “She OBVIOUSLY likes you, it did she NOT see us holding hands?” Ahiga laughed at Journee’s comment. So did some of the others.
Journee rolled her eyes, then laughed. A few minutes later, Alila came back with drinks. When she got around to Blake, she handed him his drink and a piece of paper with her number. Journee took the piece of paper, crumpled it up in her fist, and stood up. “Alila. Blake’s taken, thank you very much.” she said. “So get that thought out of your head. Thank you.” she said, her green eyes burning. Ahiga was trying not to laugh.
Sensing she had gone Psycho Journee, she took a breath and sat back down, a fake smile on her face. “I’ll take the breakfast bang, please, with bacon as my meat, and belgium waffles, not pancakes, thank you.” she told her, the smile still on her face, her hand in Blake’s.
Alila, scowling, finished getting everyone’s orders, then went away. Journee exhaled a deep breath, and put her head on Blake’s shoulder. Danielle, Loraine’s mom, grinned over at Dahlia’s dad, Corysanya. Everyone knew they liked each other. They were both single! Danielle and Jordan divorced when Danielle found out Jordan cheated on her, and Dahlia’s mom, Chani, died from cancer a few years ago. Cory (that’s Corysanya’s nickname) was thinking about asking Danielle out soon, but was scared. ((just some backstory for you 😂))
Journee wrapped her arms around Blake’s waist, sideways, and rested her head on his shoulder.
