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Ari is vibing with the bad weather

I’m sorry :("
It's all good, better today

NOW HE'S DEAD"
MAMMAAAA OOOOOO"
WHERE THE WIND BLOWS

"I'm glad you broke free of the isolation"
That he put me through, while trying to force hugs and stuff from me

ah i didnt see that
i was talking abt the "i'm cold" but yeah that's shithead behavior :/

I've been reflecting a lot on our friendship in recent times and so have noticed a lot of things
You seem to have read the signs because I am not sure if I want to be speaking to you at the moment. I've been hiding it for a very long time but I was really uncomfortable about alot of things in our friendship. The crush thing especially, also the hug thing, this occured twice, once you asked for a hug and I felt really bad and then you were talking about before being like, "I don't expect, it's ok"
Also, the way you phrased some of the messages, eg. 'Redacted calls me a pedophile" actually was like she was saying multiple things to you, I also was isolating myself mainly from the others because of you too.
The nicknames too, I hadn't realised how I was uncomfortable about them till you talked to your sister.
The also shoving too and the way you were shocked I was mad. I let it go just like that.
While I appreciated your concern, it became a bit annoying and excessive, especially with my status being "The Unhoneymooners" and you being concerned about the fact that was my status
I have a lot to think about and am frankly, reflecting still and pondering the status of our friendship.
I won't stop you from hanging out with the group because I don't have the power to stop that and I know thats why you've been avoiding the group.
Him 2:47 PM
ok i think i understand
thanks for telling me all of that
Me 2:48 PM
alright
Is there anything else you want to know?
Him 2:53 PM
no i think i get what i need to know, thanks
aprreciate the clarification
Me
Alright then
Me
I also felt kind of manipulated too occasionally,
Him 3:02 PM
ok well im glad you are being honest
Me 3:05 PM
and there were some toxic moments.
Ok that's it I think, I felt bad and felt like you were kinda isolating me, and I was scared to say anything
Him, 3:06 PM
well im glad you have broken out of that isolation, im glad you found what makes you happy
Me 3:11 PM
I wish I could've told you all this before but I was just scared because I know you struggle with your mental health and know that yiu've come far and didn't wanna make you go downhill again
Hin, 3:13 PM
no, its important that i know. I want to hang out with people who feel great being around me and people that make me feel great. Now that I know our friendship isn't like that I can move on from thinking we were closer than we actually were. I clearly misinterpreted your awkward laughing for feeling comfortable so for that I am sorry
Me
s, now that I've reflected on it, I realised I was in fact uncomfortable. I'm glad that we are both mature enough to sort this out online and that we can still continue with our mutual friends
This is it, bye

I'm better today, what about you Marybean and Swarabean?


I've been reflecting a lot on our friendship in recent times and so have noticed a lot of things
You seem to have read the signs because I am not sure if I want to be speaking to you..."
he did kinda apologize but uggghhh

SHAWARMA
ITS MEEEEEEE

I'm better today, what about you Marybean and Swarabean?"
that's good <33
i'm okay

If I could I'd send the discord messages bevause they're creepy asf and are the hug and crush ones about me

I've been reflecting a lot on our friendship in recent times and so have noticed a lot of things
You seem to have read the signs because I am not sure if I want to be ..."
Yeah but for "Thinking we were closer then we actually were"
He said, and for that, I am sorry.
AND FOR THAT

I've been reflecting a lot on our friendship in recent times and so have noticed a lot of things
You seem to have read the signs b..."
LIKE- he's not sorry for all the shit he did to you???? bitch
NOW HE'S DEAD