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Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments sure mish


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Mary wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "school computer"

mhm
oooo
can you use google forms?"


Yeah, I'll do it later


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Hershey (ladystardust28) | 16374 comments Aazra wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "https://bestiefy.com/q?=lke8v"

I GOT A 7 WOOP WOOP 🎉"


YES SAMEE


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "can i vent to you guys?"

of course <3


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments should i make one of the quiz thingys for you guys OR should i do my math hw
hmmm
decisions decisions


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments hmmmmm


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments "Mary with a lamb"- lol


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments *starts singing*


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments mArY hAd a LitTlE laMb


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments a little lamb!


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments liTtLe lAmB


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Mary had a little lamb.


message 1713: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments So the because I got into the choir i auditioned for, i had to request a schedule change that requires a parent signature. I had told my mom about it but she kept putting it off. So then i later had to go to my extracurricular, and it was going good for a while. But then out of nowhere, the depressing and thoughts that I worked hard to get rid of started resurfacing, and i tried so hard not to have a breakdown while i was rehearsing.

Fortunately, i pushed through and got through practice. I got out at like 9 (so not so long ago), and when i got home, i asked my mom again if she could sign the paper. She still made excuses and i got rrly frustrated with it. I asked her if she just doesn't want me to be happy (because she knows how much i love music) and wants me to be at my worst (which i was last year). She then says that she wont sign it because, "im the adult, if i don't want to i don't have to. And i don't want to. Its gonna be like this till you move out" She knows i cant change classes if i don't have a signature. She then goes off saying she doesn't have to do anything for me. And refused to take me to any more activities that i have, even though i have a concert LITERALLY NEXT MONDAY which i committed to.She even refused to buy necessary things i needed.

I remember this one time she refused to buy me menstrual products for 2 months (literally neglect), she also refused to cook food for me and told me to make my own food. But when i cooked it she always finished it all and only said," my food, i bought it". Then when i stayed in my room to avoid the chaos of my family, she threatened to remove my door, and said i don't deserve privacy, and if i want privacy i can move out. She also walks in while im in the bathroom even when i've told her not too, saying, "its my house i can do as i like. if you don't like it find another place". Like what?? I've tried calling her out for her actions but she only resorts to hitting me when i talk back to her or question her choices. Or threatens to kick me out saying she'll find some way around it.


message 1714: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments i really needed to get all that out


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Bro, write it down in dates and stuff in ajournal and like tell a counsellor or policemen because thats illegal.


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "So the because I got into the choir i auditioned for, i had to request a schedule change that requires a parent signature. I had told my mom about it but she kept putting it off. So then i later ha..."

damn
i'm so sorry mish
i just related to that so much
shit


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Guys, this stuff is illegal, jot down dates and times and tell someone.
Mish, thats legit abuse


message 1718: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments you really think teachers/counselors ever do anything? cause they don't

and if i were to ever call the cops or cps, they'd take her away and i'd have nowhere to go. my extended family would obviously find out and blame it on me, then none of them would take me in. might as well just get through these few remaining years.


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "you really think teachers/counselors ever do anything? cause they don't

and if i were to ever call the cops or cps, they'd take her away and i'd have nowhere to go. my extended family would obviou..."


exactly how i think of it


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Ok, well I'm always here.
Just power through the next few years


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Ok, well I'm always here.
Just power through the next few years"


<3
thank you
idk which one of us you're talking too
but thank you


message 1722: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments i'll do the best i can. im honestly hoping this is just all a bad dream and that i wake up soon.


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "i'll do the best i can. im honestly hoping this is just all a bad dream and that i wake up soon."

me too honestly
arghhhhhh


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Mary wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Ok, well I'm always here.
Just power through the next few years"

<3
thank you
idk which one of us you're talking too
but thank you"


Both


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Mary wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Ok, well I'm always here.
Just power through the next few years"

<3
thank you
idk which one of us you're talking too
but thank you"

Both"


thank you darling


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments No worries.
Also Mary, I sent you a pic of abit of my hair lol


message 1727: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments Sorry for the trauma dump but i have more to add. She's also homophobic, pro-life, pro-ban-abortion, thinks depression is fake, doesn't believe in mental illness, or in mental health.

She literally doesn't even let me get books about romance, murder, or anything having to do with the lgbt+ community. Its so messed up, i honestly don't know what i did in my past life to deserve this.


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "Sorry for the trauma dump but i have more to add. She's also homophobic, pro-life, pro-ban-abortion, thinks depression is fake, doesn't believe in mental illness, or in mental health.

She literall..."


wtf???


message 1729: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?"

pffttt wtfff
well hmm
you don't wanna know what my mom said lol


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Mish wrote: "Sorry for the trauma dump but i have more to add. She's also homophobic, pro-life, pro-ban-abortion, thinks depression is fake, doesn't believe in mental illness, or in mental health.

She literall..."

wtf


message 1732: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments Mary wrote: "Mish wrote: "I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?"

pffttt wtfff
well hmm
yo..."


what'd she say? i wonder if it could top mine


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "Mary wrote: "Mish wrote: "I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?"

pffttt wtff..."


oh it probably could lol


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments "Go see a psychiatrist"
Ummmm she's the Mother, she is the guardian


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: ""Go see a psychiatrist"
Ummmm she's the Mother, she is the guardian"

Fr, or maybe i was switched at birth? Even she said that was possible to end up with a child like me."


wtf???


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments omg


message 1737: by Mish ♡ (new)

Mish ♡ | 1503 comments But anyways, thank you guys for listening to my rant. I feel better now that i've gotten it all out. If i ever overwhelm you with too much ranting, just tell me. I know i did a shit ton of venting, thank you again <33


mary (betty’s version) | 26975 comments Mish wrote: "But anyways, thank you guys for listening to my rant. I feel better now that i've gotten it all out. If i ever overwhelm you with too much ranting, just tell me. I know i did a shit ton of venting,..."

always <33
i'm so glad you feel better


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jess (jess_the_best) | 560 comments heyyy


sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉ (godblessthishotmess) | 15276 comments Aazra wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "https://bestiefy.com/q?=lke8v"

I GOT A 7 WOOP WOOP 🎉"


8/10!!!


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Hello!!!!


sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉ (godblessthishotmess) | 15276 comments hiiii <333


message 1743: by Zoë (new)

Zoë | 2510 comments Swaraaaaa


message 1744: by Zoë (new)

Zoë | 2510 comments Ariiii


sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉ (godblessthishotmess) | 15276 comments Zoe wrote: "Ariiii"

hiii zoeeee
im tryna get everyone on here to fill this out tysm https://forms.gle/fJ6Y1GBpuEjYXutp7


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Zoeeeee, I'm so tired, I'm just coming on for a quick hello before I just relax and read


message 1747: by jess (new)

jess (jess_the_best) | 560 comments Ari hello!!


message 1748: by jess (new)

jess (jess_the_best) | 560 comments swara blackthorn-kishimoto-calore-malfoy wrote: "Zoe wrote: "Ariiii"

hiii zoeeee
im tryna get everyone on here to fill this out tysm https://forms.gle/fJ6Y1GBpuEjYXutp7"


ahh i got 1/6 sorry swara :(


Ari (Head in a Book) (thestarsincline) | 2864 comments Hello Jess!


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