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Ari (Head in a Book)
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Dec 09, 2021 07:15PM
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Mary wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "school computer"mhm
oooo
can you use google forms?"
Yeah, I'll do it later
Aazra wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "https://bestiefy.com/q?=lke8v"I GOT A 7 WOOP WOOP 🎉"
YES SAMEE
So the because I got into the choir i auditioned for, i had to request a schedule change that requires a parent signature. I had told my mom about it but she kept putting it off. So then i later had to go to my extracurricular, and it was going good for a while. But then out of nowhere, the depressing and thoughts that I worked hard to get rid of started resurfacing, and i tried so hard not to have a breakdown while i was rehearsing.Fortunately, i pushed through and got through practice. I got out at like 9 (so not so long ago), and when i got home, i asked my mom again if she could sign the paper. She still made excuses and i got rrly frustrated with it. I asked her if she just doesn't want me to be happy (because she knows how much i love music) and wants me to be at my worst (which i was last year). She then says that she wont sign it because, "im the adult, if i don't want to i don't have to. And i don't want to. Its gonna be like this till you move out" She knows i cant change classes if i don't have a signature. She then goes off saying she doesn't have to do anything for me. And refused to take me to any more activities that i have, even though i have a concert LITERALLY NEXT MONDAY which i committed to.She even refused to buy necessary things i needed.
I remember this one time she refused to buy me menstrual products for 2 months (literally neglect), she also refused to cook food for me and told me to make my own food. But when i cooked it she always finished it all and only said," my food, i bought it". Then when i stayed in my room to avoid the chaos of my family, she threatened to remove my door, and said i don't deserve privacy, and if i want privacy i can move out. She also walks in while im in the bathroom even when i've told her not too, saying, "its my house i can do as i like. if you don't like it find another place". Like what?? I've tried calling her out for her actions but she only resorts to hitting me when i talk back to her or question her choices. Or threatens to kick me out saying she'll find some way around it.
Bro, write it down in dates and stuff in ajournal and like tell a counsellor or policemen because thats illegal.
Mish wrote: "So the because I got into the choir i auditioned for, i had to request a schedule change that requires a parent signature. I had told my mom about it but she kept putting it off. So then i later ha..."damn
i'm so sorry mish
i just related to that so much
shit
you really think teachers/counselors ever do anything? cause they don'tand if i were to ever call the cops or cps, they'd take her away and i'd have nowhere to go. my extended family would obviously find out and blame it on me, then none of them would take me in. might as well just get through these few remaining years.
Mish wrote: "you really think teachers/counselors ever do anything? cause they don'tand if i were to ever call the cops or cps, they'd take her away and i'd have nowhere to go. my extended family would obviou..."
exactly how i think of it
Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Ok, well I'm always here.Just power through the next few years"
<3
thank you
idk which one of us you're talking too
but thank you
Mish wrote: "i'll do the best i can. im honestly hoping this is just all a bad dream and that i wake up soon."me too honestly
arghhhhhh
Mary wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Ok, well I'm always here.Just power through the next few years"
<3
thank you
idk which one of us you're talking too
but thank you"
Both
Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Mary wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "Ok, well I'm always here.Just power through the next few years"
<3
thank you
idk which one of us you're talking too
but thank you"
Both"
thank you darling
Sorry for the trauma dump but i have more to add. She's also homophobic, pro-life, pro-ban-abortion, thinks depression is fake, doesn't believe in mental illness, or in mental health.She literally doesn't even let me get books about romance, murder, or anything having to do with the lgbt+ community. Its so messed up, i honestly don't know what i did in my past life to deserve this.
Mish wrote: "Sorry for the trauma dump but i have more to add. She's also homophobic, pro-life, pro-ban-abortion, thinks depression is fake, doesn't believe in mental illness, or in mental health.She literall..."
wtf???
I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?
Mish wrote: "I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?"pffttt wtfff
well hmm
you don't wanna know what my mom said lol
Mish wrote: "Sorry for the trauma dump but i have more to add. She's also homophobic, pro-life, pro-ban-abortion, thinks depression is fake, doesn't believe in mental illness, or in mental health.She literall..."
wtf
Mary wrote: "Mish wrote: "I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?"pffttt wtfff
well hmm
yo..."
what'd she say? i wonder if it could top mine
Mish wrote: "Mary wrote: "Mish wrote: "I told her that i needed to take care of my mental health, and she said, "you're mentally ill? go see a physiatrist". Like wtf?? that's not what i said, wtf?"pffttt wtff..."
oh it probably could lol
Mish wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: ""Go see a psychiatrist"Ummmm she's the Mother, she is the guardian"
Fr, or maybe i was switched at birth? Even she said that was possible to end up with a child like me."
wtf???
But anyways, thank you guys for listening to my rant. I feel better now that i've gotten it all out. If i ever overwhelm you with too much ranting, just tell me. I know i did a shit ton of venting, thank you again <33
Mish wrote: "But anyways, thank you guys for listening to my rant. I feel better now that i've gotten it all out. If i ever overwhelm you with too much ranting, just tell me. I know i did a shit ton of venting,..."always <33
i'm so glad you feel better
Aazra wrote: "Ari ~Jingle Bells~ wrote: "https://bestiefy.com/q?=lke8v"I GOT A 7 WOOP WOOP 🎉"
8/10!!!
Zoe wrote: "Ariiii"hiii zoeeee
im tryna get everyone on here to fill this out tysm https://forms.gle/fJ6Y1GBpuEjYXutp7
swara blackthorn-kishimoto-calore-malfoy wrote: "Zoe wrote: "Ariiii"hiii zoeeee
im tryna get everyone on here to fill this out tysm https://forms.gle/fJ6Y1GBpuEjYXutp7"
ahh i got 1/6 sorry swara :(




