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message 1801: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: "I spent the whole of last night crying with anxiety 😭"

oh no! what happened?


message 1802: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments ☼ lezzaroonie - updated bio ☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "I spent the whole of last night crying with anxiety 😭"

oh no! what happened?"


some stuff that's personal
so I can't really say
but also
I worried that all of my online friends hated me
just really random anxiety...


message 1803: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments I'm in art class now
I feel a little bit better <3
I get to draw and listen to kpop now...


message 1804: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: "☼ lezzaroonie - updated bio ☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "I spent the whole of last night crying with anxiety 😭"

oh no! what happened?"

some stuff that's personal
so I can't really say
but also
I ..."


That always sucks and its overwhelming I'm sorry :((((
If you ever need anything I'm here <33


message 1805: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: "I'm in art class now
I feel a little bit better <3
I get to draw and listen to kpop now..."


yesss


message 1806: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments ☼ lezzaroonie - updated bio ☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "☼ lezzaroonie - updated bio ☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "I spent the whole of last night crying with anxiety 😭"

oh no! what happened?"

some stuff that's personal
so I can't rea..."


thank you, lezz <33 ily <3


message 1807: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments :o
my normal gr acc has 114 followers
how-


message 1808: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: "☼ lezzaroonie - updated bio ☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "☼ lezzaroonie - updated bio ☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "I spent the whole of last night crying with anxiety 😭"

oh no! what happened?"

som..."


ily2222


message 1809: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: ":o
my normal gr acc has 114 followers
how-"


#popular


message 1810: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments ☼ lezzaroonie☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: ":o
my normal gr acc has 114 followers
how-"

#popular"


#notreallytho


message 1811: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments ALSOO
~my current favorite kpop songs~
Kill This Love - BLACKPINK
LALISA -Lisa
THE BADDEST -K/DA
LILAC - IU
Lovesick Girls - BLACKPINK
Queendom - Red Velvet
Bad Boy - Red Velvet
Savage - aespa
I CANT STOP ME - TWICE
BOOMBAYAH - BLACKPINK
BBIBBI -IU
DUMB DUMB - SOMI
How You Like That - BLACKPINK
Monster - Red Velvet - IRENE & SEULGI
SO HOT - BLACKPINK (wondergirls cover)
Psycho - Red Velvet
DDU-DU DDU-DU - BLACKPINK
VILLAIN - K/DA


message 1812: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments I LOVE ALL OF THOSE SONGS OMGGGGGGGG

I LOV K/DAAAA

AND RED VELVET
AND TWICE EEEEEE


message 1813: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: "☼ lezzaroonie☽ wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: ":o
my normal gr acc has 114 followers
how-"

#popular"

#notreallytho"


#yestho


iamaunicornwithyellowfeet (bookobsessedblob) | 4063 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: "HI CHILDREN PEOPLE"

CALLING PEOPLE CHILDREN SUPREMACY
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE THE SHORTEST PERSON THERE


iamaunicornwithyellowfeet (bookobsessedblob) | 4063 comments anyways hi maple how's life


message 1816: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments ded lol


message 1817: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments iamaunicornwithyellowfeet wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "HI CHILDREN PEOPLE"

CALLING PEOPLE CHILDREN SUPREMACY
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE THE SHORTEST PERSON THERE"


YES-


message 1818: by SmolChild ☽ (new)

SmolChild ☽ (chaoticfood) | 215 comments bye childs


message 1819: by Ayla (new)

Ayla (storiesandfolklore) | 4715 comments Hi maple <3


message 1821: by Maple (last edited Oct 16, 2021 05:48PM) (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments I have the most amazing news 💖
I have come back to life.


message 1822: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments I'm sick :(
But at least I don't have covid!!


message 1823: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Maple wrote: "I'm sick :(
But at least I don't have covid!!"


I got better
So who really cares... ? :D


message 1824: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Review of As Good As Dead In rap form! - https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...


message 1825: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Poet wrote: "Maple wrote: "Review of As Good As Dead In rap form! - https://www.goodreads.com/review/show..."

Maple, please check PMs. Now."


okay <3


message 1826: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Hi
I want to cry-


message 1827: by Zoë (new)

Zoë | 2510 comments why mapley?


message 1828: by Queen V™ (new)

Queen V™ | 13828 comments hi I'll cry with you :D

But I hope you feel better Mape :(


message 1829: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Well, the first thing is, that I've just been having a lot of really bad anxiety lately. Sometimes I get really angry, like, I just want to scream and cry.
Also, my parents are putting a lot of pressure on me to get good grades and do well on the piano. I got a 90% on my last math test, and my mom said "You always put off your math homework till late in the evening." "You don't study well" I guess it's just that in my family, good grades are always expected, so this is nothing new, but a 90% is a decent grade, so I was hoping that my parents would be more forgiving and happy.
Also, my dad keeps getting mad at me for how I play the piano. I'm preparing for a recital, and today I was practicing, and he was watching me. And I was trying to follow all of his corrections, but I kept getting this one thing wrong, and then he kinda um... yelled at me. And, he said that I'm not focusing. And then he threatened me, though, he didn't do any of the stuff that he threatened. But then I had an even harder time focusing cause I was crying and stuff.
I mean, just like the thing with my mom, this is nothing new. But, I still feel really upset.
I love my parents, but sometimes I just feel really upset about the things they do.
Also, I've been really worried for pretty much no reason that my friends hate me (like online and IRL). Every time I log into discord I'm scared that I will see a mean message or something like that. Even though, that almost never happens.
I feel like I just revealed a lot, I will probably delete this comment later.


message 1830: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments I'm so scared
probably should delete my last comment ^


message 1831: by Zoë (new)

Zoë | 2510 comments im sorry maple, if you feel comfortable maple you can delete it but none of us will judge you. I'm sorry that you have to go through that. If you need to talk more I am one text away. I will be your emotional support person.


message 1832: by human (new)

human (that0nefangirl) | 15694 comments have your parents always been like this? or is there a reason ie they're taking their own stress out on your or something. it's not an excuse but if you know why they're angry, it could hurt less

and about the friends thing, did they also start treating you like this suddenly? or have you been noticing it for a while? if it's sudden, you might want to confront them about it. i know it sounds difficult but if you figure out why they're treating you like this, you can decide what to do to ultimately make yourself feel better. if it's something that you've been noticing that's been going on for a while, you might want to think about cutting them out of your life and finding better friends :/ i know it's easy to say and hard to do, but life is so short and you need to make the most of it. it'll be difficult but eventually, one day, you'll find people who uplift you and love you for who you are, and waiting for them will be worth it, i promise.

hope this helps maple <33 please take care of yourself <3


message 1833: by human (new)

human (that0nefangirl) | 15694 comments ~My~Ghost~ wrote: "ALSOO
~my current favorite kpop songs~
Kill This Love - BLACKPINK
LALISA -Lisa
THE BADDEST -K/DA
LILAC - IU
Lovesick Girls - BLACKPINK
Queendom - Red Velvet
Bad Boy - Red Velvet
Savage - aespa
I CA..."


BAD BOY, MONSTER, AND PSYCHO AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
RED VELVET SUPREMACY 😭😭


message 1834: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments human wrote: "have your parents always been like this? or is there a reason ie they're taking their own stress out on your or something. it's not an excuse but if you know why they're angry, it could hurt less

..."


Thank you, human <3 I feel a bit better now.
My parents are like this a lot, I think they just sometimes care about school and piano a little too much. I think that they have just been particularly mean about it lately.
The friend thing is getting better. It might just be me and my anxiety. Idk.
I daydream a lot, and sometimes I just get a really bad daydream where all of my gr friends turn against me, and my IRL friends decide that they hate me. I feel like that daydream would never happen, but sometimes I worry that it will.
But I do feel somewhat better now :) thank you <33


message 1835: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments human wrote: "~My~Ghost~ wrote: "ALSOO
~my current favorite kpop songs~
Kill This Love - BLACKPINK
LALISA -Lisa
THE BADDEST -K/DA
LILAC - IU
Lovesick Girls - BLACKPINK
Queendom - Red Velvet
Bad Boy - Red Velvet
..."


IKR 😭😭
But BLACKPINK is better, I dare say😏


message 1836: by Maple (last edited Oct 17, 2021 05:55PM) (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Here is my sh*tty review, for the sh*ttiest book on the planet, Twilight, of course -
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...


message 1837: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed



message 1838: by raina (new)

raina | 2696 comments Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"


wOw
good thing im tall lol


message 1839: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments raina wrote: "Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"

wOw
good thing im tall lol"


most unfortunately for you -
https://www.google.com/search?q=natio...


message 1840: by raina (new)

raina | 2696 comments Maple wrote: "raina wrote: "Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"

wOw
good thing im tall lol"

most unfortunately for you -
https://www.google.com/search?q=natio......"


i-
is this even legal?


message 1841: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Poet wrote: "HAHA THAT FRIEND WAS ME

i am ✨5’7”✨and Mapely here is 4 FEET

prepare to be YEETED!


(I am literally taller than my mom so I guess I’ll have to throw her too 🙃)"


They do call me smol child for a reason, you know 😏
LET'S HOPE I SURVIVE
(Poet, you will be in very big trouble if you kill the resident smol child)


message 1842: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments Poet wrote: "@raina No it’s not

But throwing short people is 😎"


NO.
But throwing tall people is 😎


message 1843: by human (new)

human (that0nefangirl) | 15694 comments Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"


i just sent it to my friend >:D thank you for this


message 1844: by Maple (new)

Maple (bookish_maple) | 2499 comments human wrote: "Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"

i just sent it to my friend >:D thank you for this"


oh no :(
I have clearly just helped you traumatize someone
this is not good
not good at all...


message 1845: by squeakers (new)

squeakers  | 2576 comments Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"


oh no
cris in 4'11-5'0''


message 1846: by human (last edited Oct 17, 2021 06:31PM) (new)

human (that0nefangirl) | 15694 comments Maple wrote: "human wrote: "Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"

i just sent it to my friend >:D thank you for this"

oh no :(
I have clearly just helped you traumatize som..."


she just sent me back "national kick a tall person day" so you're good lmfao


message 1847: by human (new)

human (that0nefangirl) | 15694 comments Angil wrote: "Maple wrote: "My friend sent me this
I am very scared
Very scared indeed
"

oh no
cris in 4'11-5'0''"


prepare to be yeeted >:D


message 1848: by Aazra (new)

Aazra (Ginormous hiatus) (aazra_reads) | 10838 comments Poet wrote: "@raina No it’s not

But throwing short people is 😎"


Can a fellow ✨5"10✨ join in on throwing the shorties?


message 1849: by human (new)

human (that0nefangirl) | 15694 comments Kyra wrote: "Poet wrote: "@raina No it’s not

But throwing short people is 😎"

Can a fellow ✨5"10✨ join in on throwing the shorties?"


5'10" OMG WHAT YOU'RE SO TALL


message 1850: by ash (new)

ash  | 9327 comments human wrote: "Kyra wrote: "Poet wrote: "@raina No it’s not

But throwing short people is 😎"

Can a fellow ✨5"10✨ join in on throwing the shorties?"

5'10" OMG WHAT YOU'RE SO TALL"


YEAH HOLD UP IM 5"0-


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