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May 06, 2021 10:52AM

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((Fine ig. I'd hoped u were Zero finally coming back... ;-; it's been over a month since we even last heard from them :( at least since I have, have y'all heard from them?))
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((also I made this in January so don't judge I had a really unhealthy obsession
((Hey y'all! I'm here, I'm queer, and I'm ready to rumble!))
((I'm actually not queer, I'm pan, but that's okay))
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((HOLY-
Hi!
This is my (Fiona or August's) second account, because my original one got deleted ;-; ))
((It's been rough, but I'm fine))
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((Why would I be mad? You didn't respond in a bad way, silly!))
ѕнєяℓσ¢к ѕαℓναтσяє мαℓfσу wrote: "Zorion looked at Dakota worriedly, able to tell that something was clearly quite wrong. He brushed a hand down Dakota's cheek and began softly whispering soothing things again. "It's okay, Kota. Yo..."
Dakota nodded, not saying a word. He felt safe when he was silent. He breathed deeply, hating the smell of the hospital. He knew he wasn't helping Zor or Leo. He never could. Thoughts kept crashing around in his head. The world seemed to blur and spin. His skin felt irritated and hot. He wanted his brain to shut up! Shut up, shut up, shut up! Before he could stop and think about it, he balled his hand into a fist and hit the back of his head repeatedly.
He couldn't breathe anymore. "I want to leave!" he cried, tears starting to form in his eyes and slide down his red cheeks. He wasn't helping. This wasn't about him, it was about Zor! What was he doing!? Stop it, you idiot! You're making things worse for him! But he couldn't stop. And he couldn't leave the hospital either. He was stuck here.
Dakota nodded, not saying a word. He felt safe when he was silent. He breathed deeply, hating the smell of the hospital. He knew he wasn't helping Zor or Leo. He never could. Thoughts kept crashing around in his head. The world seemed to blur and spin. His skin felt irritated and hot. He wanted his brain to shut up! Shut up, shut up, shut up! Before he could stop and think about it, he balled his hand into a fist and hit the back of his head repeatedly.
He couldn't breathe anymore. "I want to leave!" he cried, tears starting to form in his eyes and slide down his red cheeks. He wasn't helping. This wasn't about him, it was about Zor! What was he doing!? Stop it, you idiot! You're making things worse for him! But he couldn't stop. And he couldn't leave the hospital either. He was stuck here.
nunya. wrote: "((*shrug* I just overthink a lot lol))"
((I can tell XD))
((I can tell XD))
nunya. wrote: "((Okay, you can always talk to us you know (Sorry about that, if someone responded that way to me I'd probably be pissed) ))"
((^^^))
((^^^))
"Hey, hey, calm down, Kota. It's alright," Zorion said quickly but tenderly, wrapping a hand around Dakota's slim wrist as gently as he could so he didn't trigger him. He also tried to help by softly rubbing his thumb up and down Dakota's wrist, thinking maybe that would do something and remind Dakota that he didn't want to hurt him. "Don't do that. Don't hurt yourself." He knew he was rather hypocritical saying this, but ignored this fact. "You don't deserve that, okay? Don't hurt yourself."
Then, understandingly, Zorion nodded. "I know you do. But you gotta stay here till you get a little better, okay? Even if that's just overnight. He hurt you pretty bad so you just gotta be patient. But once we get out, you're gonna come stay with me, aren't you? So just try to look forward to that instead of thinkin' of how much you wanna get outta here, okay?" he said in an attempt to calm him down somewhat. With his free hand, he lovingly wiped the tears from Dakota's cheeks, his touch soft against the boy's smooth skin.
Then, understandingly, Zorion nodded. "I know you do. But you gotta stay here till you get a little better, okay? Even if that's just overnight. He hurt you pretty bad so you just gotta be patient. But once we get out, you're gonna come stay with me, aren't you? So just try to look forward to that instead of thinkin' of how much you wanna get outta here, okay?" he said in an attempt to calm him down somewhat. With his free hand, he lovingly wiped the tears from Dakota's cheeks, his touch soft against the boy's smooth skin.
Kota was trembling and his hand froze midair, hovering above the back of his head, still in a fist. He was hyperventilating and he felt too light. Like he could float away. He leaned heavily against Zor, feeling drained of energy. "I just want you to be happy...and me to be happy..." he whispered, voice feeling strained.
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((Hey, I gtg to bed. Stay safe you guys. Love you!))
Zorion nodded in understanding, slowly releasing Dakota's hand as he felt that Dakota wouldn't hurt himself anymore, at least at the moment. "I know you do," he said softly. "And I want everyone here to be happy, too. But listen, like Leo said, you do make us both happy! And we wanna make sure you're happy too, so we're not gonna let you hurt yourself, okay? And we're gonna try our best to keep you safe and happy, alright?" He held Dakota close, as if he would be able to protect him from whatever monsters were tormenting him. He also gratefully took one of Leo's hands with one of his own, flashing a small smile.